Self Pity [vinyl only] lyrics

Im always short on cash and my mind is in the trash.
I cant find a way to get my head out of my ass.
Im gettin skinny as a bone
cause Im always stuck at home.
Im living my life all fucked up and alone.
So once again,
Alone in my room,
My only apparent future is my unhappy doom.
So I just whine all the fucking time.
Im hooked bad on caffeine,
Unless I get it Im mean.
I cant remember last when I was chipper and clean.
Im going insane, all I do is complain.
The only traits I show are depression and disdain.
The girl I love is going away,
There is no way that shell stay.
I dont know how Im gonna live my life this way.
Dont want to have to try,
Ill just sit around and cry.
Maybe, if I get lucky,
Ill just fuckin die.