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Between these walls

Between these walls I used to live
Without receiving
So much that I had to give
Between these walls
There were a lot of things that Ive could
have done differently
But it aint about the way I live
Its the heart that counts

Comfort, feed, embrace, love and protect me
Aint that what Im here for, you said youd be here for me
No matter what

Mmmm
Mmmm
Mmmm
Yeah

Now I believe
That what I used to think
Was a lie
Is really a life
Now I can see
There's only one place to reach
Only one thing to preach
And that's the highest

Its the strangest thing
That I can feel so much

There is no reason
There is no logic to feelings
'Cause when love is the dealer I'm addicted

So fascinating
I cant stop this constant craving
Youre contagious

they say that sometimes
you've got to pick up arms and fight
for what you believe is right

some say
that's just not the way
you will only make things worse

so I close my eyes and I turn my head away
and I hope it'll be all right
fall into a restless sleep
while so many innocent die
that's why I sing

hail to all of us
hail to all of us down here

maybe someday soon
when we've tought things over

Ooh life, its bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep an eye on you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing

Hey Michel how's life are you ok
I wonder if you ever think of me
It's been 9 years since that kiss
I can help but reminisce
Hey Michel do you remember

We walked the street to the beach
Hand in hand you and me
Smiling faces so in love
Hoping that they all could see
That we belong together you and me against the world
But we found out the hard way 'cause it wasn't meant to be

I am looking for answeres to questions never posed
I haven't got a clue, I'm living like a ghost
I can't seem to read the signs
I'm swimming in the sand, I'm searching

I hold on to your reasons, I'll hold on to my dreams
it's all good and bad advice 'cause you have to choose
one friend says go ahead, other one says don't
I'm searching

whatever I try I can't find it
wherever I roam it's all gone

I feel completely disconnected from the world I'm living in
I try to understand, the way I'm thinking
Keep all options open, I'd rather wait and see
What's gonna happen next
yeah I like to wait and see
what's gonna happen next
yeah I like to wait

I choke on all the information
That keeps getting thrown at me
How do you decide, what to do
With all the complications, all the doubts

aha aha
did you ever wake up in the morning
with a freight-train running through your head
an empty whiskey bottle by your pillow
and a burned out unfinished cigarette
the night went up in smoke
life is but a joke man
but I see nobody laughing, nobody laughing

did you ever live a day
like the next day would never come
blood's dripping on the floor, but who cares