With all of this I know now
Everything inside of my head
It all just goes to show how
Nothing I know changes me at all
Again I wait for this to change instead
To tear the world in two
Another night with her
But I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

With all of this I feel now

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready?

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me

Last night it came as a picture
With a good reason, a warning sign
This place is void of all passion
If you can imagine it's easy if you try
Believe me I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder this wasn't a vision
This time where are you Houston
Is somebody out there will somebody listen
Should I go back should I go back should I
I feel alone and tired

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(This can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
(It gets me so)

All her signals are getting lost in the ether (that's what she wanted)
She's a landslide with a city beneath her (that's what she wanted)
So take a good look, so you'll never forget it (that's what she wanted)
Take a deep breath, I know I'm gonna regret it (That's what she wanted)

Holly's looking dry looking for an easy target
Let her slit my throat, give her ammo if she'll use it

Are we all victims of opportunity?
Locked outside the door back in '83
I heard the angry voice of the man
Inside and saw the look of fear
In my mother's eyes

Go go go go go
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know

Mom get in the car
And let's drive away
She said I'm sorry Mark
But there's nowhere to stay
Gave up all her hope
And went back inside
Hid her broken heart
And let the engine die

Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice, say goodnight
As the world falls apart

Fuck I can't let this kill me
Let go
I need some more time to fix this

Here's a letter for you
But the words get confused
and the conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it back
Are we cursed to this life

I swear that I can go on forever, again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips, and with one kiss we begin

Are you afraid of being alone?
'Cause I am,
I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight?
'Cause I am
I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you

I saw you again
I think you used me again
Should we try this before
We give up and move on
And pretend to restore
What we have and hold on

At times like these
It's obvious

I saw you again
I know you fucked him again
Can you comfort yourself
With the sense of revenge
Are you leaving me here
With the taste of the end

At times like these
It's obvious
At times like these

This is the first (thing I remember)
Now it's the last (thing left on my mind)
Afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper)
An empty heart (replaced with paranoia)
Where do we go (life's temporary)
After we're gone (like new years resolutions)
Why is this hard (do you recognize me)
I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing)

I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself

(Instrumental)
Down, down, down
Pick me up I'm falling
Down, down, down
Pick me up I'm falling
Down, down, down
Pick me up I'm falling
Down, down, down
Pick me up I'm falling

Six bottles went down the drain
One hour's a waste of time
I'd ask if you feel the same
Still pushing that chance to try
Your breath in this cool room chill
Long hair that blows side to side
You speak and make time stand still
And each time you walk right on by

Like violence
You have me
Forever and after
Like violence
You kill me
Forever and after