Black Butterfly lyrics

All of me please take all of me 'cause you are all I see
Everything to me

When you're gone I am lost I want to be forgiven but I'm not
And if I hurt your feelings I will stop please don't turn away from me and have a little faith now

'Cause baby you were there you always semed to care for me and this is where I belong
I never was aware and suddenly it came to be and this is what I've become

Mother I really hate the way your treat me like no other
And I refuse to be your victim!

I count the days and nights they are all numbered
She takes her time and hurts me like no other
Keep it all inside, never see me cry
Hoping I find a way out from "The Mother"
Please god don't let her destroy my life

Mother I really hate the way your treat me like no other

Cream on me you will always be my deepest love yeah, yeah
Cream on me you will always be my deepest

I get an early start I know we're far apart
My family they need me but Daddy's never home

I call you on the phone you say you're all alone
Surrender my feeling and try to make it work

All this time, I draw the line I'm gonna see it through till things get better

In my darkest state of mind
I am riddled with despair
When I try and close my eyes
Your voice is all I hear
I will think of you tonight
I will hold back all my tears
I've waited all these years

Please don't go away
You're making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
Its crazy how I feel this way
I cant explain don't go away

STEADY LIKE A GUN
I'M LIVIN' A NIGHTMARE
MARRIED TO MY FuckiNG DISEASE
CAN'T STOP NOW
WANNA DIE IN A CAR CRASH
MAYBE THAT'S WHAT I NEED

I CAN'T STOP THE BAD LUCK
I WON'T LET YOU BREAK FROM ME
I'M NOT GONNA STAY LONG
MY HEAD IS DIEING.....FALLOUT

LEFT ME WHEN I'M DOWN ON LUCK
TEAR OFF SOME PIECE OF MY HEART
PUT IT INSIDE ME
AHHHH YEAH! HEY!

TERRIFIED OF NOTHIN'
SLEEPIN' WITH HARDWARE

I get this problem in my head with no solution and my troubled mind wants me dead
Some they may hate me some are friends I got no time to kill and fuck around and sit in my shit

Where do I begin
Something's got to give

It's a lie, or the truth?
Protect us from our youth
It's a sign, what to do?
I should get away, get away from you

You cant erase this deep inside of me
I know I'm not a sight to see
But baby Im alive
I cherish the love and I cherish the life thats inside of me
I know Im not a sight to see
But baby Im alive

Wont you come and rescue me
Seperate myself from me
Maybe Im too blind to see
Save my life
Rescue me

I lie awake it takes its toll on me
And now my broken heart it bleeds
But baby I'm alive

Started out with nothing but a beat up car and a new beginning but inside everything semed out of reach
Saw you there and you filled my eyes sent shivers up and down my spine I knew right then that you were meant for me

I drive all night thought about those days when the life I loved started slipping away stayed on track and I don't look back it took so long just to get it started

Talk to me, talk to me now
Feel it, you want it, you knew you cannot stop it
Love don't mean a thing
Hands are in my pockets just to buy you lockets
Love don't mean a thing
Love don't mean a

I give you something but you get to believe
But you can't talk about it nothing's for free
Maybe I should arrest myself

Paralyzed by what I see girl you got a hold on me
In too deep you're everything I need

I get up and I put my thoughts together
Call my friends let the good times last forever
I hear talk 'bout a non-stop flight to heaven
Can't you just say you're addicted to medicine
All in your head again am I getting through
Because I'm tired of you

Walking on me time is running out
Lost your mind and you're losing your self respect
Talk on the street word is getting out

I guess we're doing uh too drunk to fuck right?

I hit the bottle in the morning in the summer time
I quit my job cause it gets in the way
I find a party by the ocean buy the cheapest wine,
call up my friends to come and waste the day.

I got a dimeback, corduroys, colored sleeves,
and a bindle and some LSD.
Now im just lookin for a girl to meet to help me to forget my name.