I am lost and sickened
Disoriented by this bleak environment
How I came to be here escapes my memory
This is a desert, deep scarlet grains
Stretch the horizon and the sickly brown sky
Gale force winds pepper my face
The sand tastes foul, the sand tastes like blood
Savagely cruel, barren expanse, the atmosphere, a caustic fog
Every breath reminds me of pain
Dust of dried blood filling my lungs

Never leave your nest unguarded
Next of kin the first to go
Absolute hatred cast upon the family
Payback for the hated one
I am the judge, jury, executioner
And pallbearer all in one
Process of elimination
Affirmative action has just begun
Expectorate upon your soul
Malicious devilry is unleashed ten fold
You cannot hide
Witness of my stopping power
Reaction time is not enough

Imminent decay of life
Ruthless, dead monolith
Human race will be devoured
Cannibals
Ghoulish - undead vanguard, silent killers, striking quickly
Blood lust - for the living, eat their flesh, drink their blood
Callous - in their method, murderers, murderers
Horrific infiltration, monolith of undead
Slay the living
Is the only object for this bestial rotting horde

Dwelling inside was an anger, an anger that grew into hatred
Grinding, churning inside of me
Seeking, finding the need to feed
On my soul, it now appears I've lost control
Of my mind, it's now begun to tear and grind
The pain, its destination my brain
Can't hide from being eaten from inside - inside
Originating deep within, a heart that is now cold and dead

Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt
A frenzy of self hate possessing me
Violated their bodies, stripped of their pride
Tortured and twisted until they have died
Hatred inside is all I would find
I despise what I see in the mirror
Sadistic hateful scum
I kill them but it's myself I hate
Now I'll do myself too
A straight razor will reshape my face
First my ears then my nose

Ravenous waves attack
Drawn by the scent of life
Fever of our blood
Instinct rules this mass, ruthless living sea Devouring
Countless vermin gnashing at my face
Tear meat from my skull
Swarming rabid, features are erased
Unrecognizable
Body covered, rat filled innards
Shred internal organs
Heart and lungs consumed from inside but my pain doesn't end
I have not died
Devour, cesspool of vermin

Wrap the wire round the neck, pull it tight to suffocate
His mouth is spewing steaming blood
Hang the body with a cord, gag his mouth with shards of steel
He doesn't know the pain he'll feel
Interwoven deadly spikes, tightening cables lacerate
Assorted gashes open wide
Ruptured veins are gushing blood, scraps of skin are flying off
The body of the helpless prey

Lusting for eternal pain
Begging to be tortured
Agony brings relief, I am insane
Indulging in self-mutilation
To satisfy my need again
The pain severe from my severed veins
Curing me of deprivation
Pain I crave
Euphoric state of butchery
Revelling in gore and blood
Pain I save
Igniting visions of the past
Dismembered bodies never found
Pain I gave

Suffer to survive
Instinct I despise
Stalking the night, searching for a victim to defile
Cock she craves today
Cum she wants to spray
And to reach the orgasm through torture
From behind, pain shivering down my spine
I feel paralyzed, only controlling my mind
Strapped to the table, naked, genitals exposed
Eyes clamped open, mouth gagged shut, terrified

Stab, hack, slash, kill
Stab, hack, slash, kill
Stab, hack, slash, kill
Stab, hack, slash, kill
Die, butcher
Rage of hate
Stab, hack, slash, kill
Stab, hack, slash, kill
Stab, hack, slash, kill
Stab, hack, slash, kill
Kick down the door in barbaric rage
Frantically slashing all who stand in my way
Stab another face, slit another throat
My intention is to mutilate them