Days Of The New (Yellow) lyrics

It seems so slow to me
Watching them drop like fleas
Got to run
Got to get over this
I've faced my death
I've drowned in piss

Is it okay if I invade you?
Place myself before you
Even though you think
You're so much better than me

I'll break this
I'll take this
If you
I'll ache this
Fall through
I'll break this

There is no peace to bring
Pain is the only thing
That's holding on
And won't let go

i'm the one
receiving the pain from you
you'd make these lies
i would take them true
you're self-existing
no chance of listening
close your eyes
i will help you pray

listen to god
and tell me what he said
and what he says

i'm the one
receiving the pain from you
break me down
so shove me in a shoe
you put it on
and walk on me all day
me it wouldn't surprise
it's something you would do

Watch the time
Wait for me
Patience is reality
I don't know how it feels
No, I can't see with your foot in my face

I don't know how it feels
I can't decide

No, I can't see
With your nose in my business
Your ass in my space
Your life as my problem
Your foot in my face

I won't
I can't
I'm lost
I'm a freak

Trust my lie
And you will die
I can't succeed
Now I can't fail
I don't know how it feels

All I see is all to see
Stubborn mind in front of me
If you want I'll go away
I'll be here some other day

How do you know you?

And I don't feel you now
And I don't see you now
And I don't hear you now
And I don't know you now

How do you know you?

You, yes, I've kept the news from you
You, yes it's all in your mind

All I see is all to see
Nothing taking over me

How do you know you?

I feel alone even with myself
But it does better me
I'd like to tell you how I'm feeling now
But it ruins everything

You try to judge me now, tomorrow's okay
You try to tell me now how I should feel
I don't feel like I should be here

I feel alone even with myself
Do you know what I mean?
I can't explain those things that seem to repel me
They ruin everything

the key is so distant
i've open doors
now when to listen
no what to listen for, yeah

the shelf in the room
has been the way
of holdin' me
and letting me stay

kick me out
let me go, go
i don't belong here no more

the releasing steps
of gettin tired
hold myself
i can't hold myself

the shelf in the room
has been the way
of holding me
and letting me stay
the shelf in the room

You are plain insane / inside you live
Tonight / afraid the pain will give

Don't you want to feel
Death has done your part
You choose not to feel
You've won a lonely heart
The devil opens his eyes
He breathes right into your face
If you like the smell
You'll really like this place

You'll really like this place
Are you ready to shake
Don't be afraid of the snake
The will to negotiate

i know a town where people are running
away from life - it seems always funny
they think they are smart
don't doubt what they say
scared of a change
existing only

to bring me down

thoughtless in heart - desperate in honesty
failed from the start - wasted and suffering
supply them their drugs - just don't take them away
scared of a change
existing only

to bring me down

Since I know how low to go
I wont let it show
Wont you touch me touch me, I wont let it go
And now I stand, and I peel for more.
Wont you touch me touch me, I wont let it go

Yes Ive finally found a reason
I dont need an excuse
Ive got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse

Yes Ive finally found a reason
I dont need an excuse
Ive got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse

Taken by surprise by the size of my brain
Knowing all the time all the lies, all the games
Thinking up a storm, when it storms it's going to rain
Taking what's mine all the time, all the time

Take some for yourself
It's all good for something
And when there's no more to give
The window will shine in the light
On what's left for me

Know in your mind that you've got to remember your name

Some of us play life
Like a board game
It's new
Fun
And you play it
With people
There's a time
You get tired
And you put it away
Then one day
You get it out
And the pieces are broken

Self-discipline
I want to feel before you
Take it slow
Feel before you, yeah

That's where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Some of us live life
Like we didn't know it exists
Care
Got to care

I can see the orange sky in front of me
I can see things you'll never see
People say its all a f---ing dream
But I can say words you couldn't speak

Is it me?
Can you believe
You'll never live the world I live

Is it me?
It is only me
I can only live a world to...live

Break away from you shattered beliefs
Detaching from my body desperate in grief
I have changed the world in front of me