Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
....GOING UNDER....
Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)

(feat. Paul McCoy)

How can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.

(Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I can't wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I can't wake up.

Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me
You know you've got everybody fooled.

Look here she comes now -
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she -

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

Long lost words whisper slowly.
To me.
Still can't find what keeps me here.
And all of this time I've been so hollow inside.

(I know you're still there).

Watching me.
Wanting me.
I can feel you pull me down.
Fearing you.
Loving you.
I know I'll find you some how.

Watching you. I can smell you alive.
Your heart pounding in my head.

Wanting me,
Fearing me.
I won't let you pull me down.

I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I lay dying,
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal.

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me?

[CHORUS:]
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

I linger in the doorway
An alarm clock screaming monsters
Calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

[Chorus]

Dont say im out of touch,
with this rampant chaos
your reality,

You don't remember me
But I remember you...
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you...
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live
To breathe
You're taking over me...

Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand...

Playground schoolbell rings, again
Rainclouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she's not breathing
Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to...Hello...
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide...
*Don't cry...*
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

Hold on to me love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was
I love you and I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight.

I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree
(Come find me)

I know you hear me,

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drive me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
If I will it all away

[CHORUS:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)

YOU DON'T REMEMBER ME
BUT I REMEMBER YOU
I LIE AWAKE AND TRY SO HARD
NOT TO THINK OF YOU
BUT WHO CAN DECIDE WHAT THEY DREAM?
AND DREAM I DO...

I BELIEVE IN YOU
I'LL GIVE UP EVERYTHING JUST TO FIND YOU
I HAVE TO BE WITH YOU TO LIVE TO BREATHE
YOU'RE TAKING OVER ME

HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN ALL I KNOW
AND ALL WE HAD?
YOU SAW ME MOURNING MY LOVE FOR YOU
AND TOUCHED MY HAND

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

You don't remember me
But I remember you...
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you...
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live
To breathe
You're taking over me...

Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand...

Solitude

2, 3, 4

How many times have you told me you love her?
As many times as I wanted to tell you the truth.
How long have I stood here beside you?
I lived through you, you looked through me.

Ooo, Solitude
Still with me is only you
Ooo, Solitude
I can't stay away from you

How many times have I done this to myself?
How long will it take before I see?

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely concious you'll say to no one
Isn’t something missing

You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now

[Piano Solo Opening]

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

[Guitar Solo Open]

I took their smiles and I made them mine.
I,I sold my soul just to hide the light.
And now I see what I really am,
A thief a whore, and a liar.
I run to you,
Call out your name,
I see you there, father away.

Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.
You give me all but the reason why.
I reach but I feel only air at night.
Not you, not love, just nothing.
I run to you,

My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
20 bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now
I'm leaving home

[CHORUS:]
Here in the shadows
I'm safe
I'm free
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong

Two months pass by and it's getting cold
I know I'm not lost
I am just alone
But I won't cry
I won't give up

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drive me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
If I will it all away

[CHORUS:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)

Hold on to me love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was
I love you and I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight.

I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree
(Come find me)

I know you hear me,

Playground schoolbell rings, again
Rainclouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she's not breathing
Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to...Hello...
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide...
*Don't cry...*
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

[CHORUS:]
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

I linger in the doorway
An alarm clock screaming monsters
Calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

[Chorus]

Dont say im out of touch,
with this rampant chaos
your reality,

I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I lay dying,
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal.

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me?

long lost words, whisper slowly, to me.
Still can't find what keeps me here.
When all this time I've been so hollow, inside,
(I know your still there).

Watching me,
Wanting me,
I can feel you pull me down.
Fearing you,
Loving you,
I wont let you pull me down

Hunting you, I can smell you - alive.
Your heart pounding in my head

watching me,
wanting me,
I can feel you pull me down
saving me,

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me
You know you've got everybody fooled.

Look here she comes now -
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she -

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me

(feat. Paul McCoy)

How can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.

(Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I can't wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I can't wake up.

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
....GOING UNDER....
Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)