Awake lyrics

Yeah

Wait another minute
Can't you see what this pain
Has fucking done to me

I'm alive and still kicking
What you see I can't see
And maybe
You'll think before you speak

I'm alive for you
I'm awake because of you
I'm alive I told you
I'm awake swallowing you

Take another second
Turn your back on me
And make believe
That you're always happy

It's safe to say, you're never alive

Does it feel so bad when you're taking a drag
and when you're looking at the world through tired eyes?
When you stare at it dead and you're giving it head
and all those things you say you love never come alive

If it feels so bad
Bad magick playing off of me
It feels so bad
Oh no, I don't wanna be your friend
It feels so bad
Bad magick laying into me
It feels so bad

There's nothing to me now. An empty shell unfolded.
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing
How long will this go on? Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?

I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate. Will you forgive me?

(Do I? Do I? Do I?

For all those things I've done, they keep on creeping by me.

I see the world it's going 'round.
Seems to me it's upside down.
Looking for something to say.
I feel a little different anyway.

Yeah, yeah.

Does it make much sense to you?
Doin' all those things you do.
Making sure that I'm alright?
Yeah, I'm fine!

I've been feeling I'm goin' down.
(repeat)

Two faced!
I feel you crawling under my skin
Sickened by your face
By the way, to think that you're so fucking kind?
You ain't!

Hard to find how I feel, especially when you're smothering me
Hard to find how I feel, please someone help me!

I knew when an angel whispered into my ear,
You gotta get him away, yeah
Hey little bitch!

No, I don't feel a thing.
Life's going by me. And still I say,
Oh God! I'm making the same mistakes.

Low? I'm on empty.
Try to erase all the bad times.
Free? I don't seem to be.
My soul remains tied to your life.
Every breath you breathe deep, I feel you circulating through me.
I'll never forgive myself again.
I'm so sick and tired of making the same mistakes.

Paralyzed!
Nothing's getting through to me
Hypnotized!
From all my surroundings

I wanna be
Something I could never be
I wanna say
Things that I could never say

Yeah
I'm gonna do it again
I'm gonna do it again
I'm gonna do it again

Sick of my life
I'm tired of everything
In my life

Dragged down
Rubbing my face in the ground
No time
For the undecided

I wanna know
Why I've always felt alone

Sometimes we only live for the here and now.
Sometimes we're lonely.
Sometimes we feel we need a place to be grounded,
or fly away again.

(chorus)I will fly away again.(x2)
I feel rain pouring down.
I wait to rot away, live again, here forever; the spiral never ends.

Why are we feeling something's familiar around us?
Are we just dreaming?
Always we search for the answers but nothing is found.

[Instrumental]

Living a different way (different way)
You can't expect me to be the same
Separating our lives (our lives)
And wondering why

Face down, I walk away
Everytime I think I do the right thing
You turn your back on me
Trippin' into a world
That never seems to far away
Too much time
Too many wasted days

How can you be this way? (be this way)
Now I'm alone and cold today

"Few creatures of the night have captured our imagination like vampires.
What explains our enduring fascination with vampires?
What is it about the vampire myth that explains our interest?
Is it the overtone of sexual lust, power and control?
Or is it a fascination with the immortality of the undead?
And what dark and hidden parts of our psyche are aroused and captivated