Disconnection Notice lyrics

It's funny to think I trusted you
It's funny to think that I have spent my whole damn life supporting you
It's funny that I believed in you,
It's funny I thought that you'd be there if I should ever call on you

So now I'm jaded
Friends turn to enemies

Now that I know that you work for them
Now that I know your life is based around such lies and corporate greed

When I come home
I know it's you that I'll find
Pacing the floors once again
I know that I'm bored
I'm staying in bed too long
Counting the holes in the door

Damaged is the way I feel
My life is running away

Alone I'm a mess
I don't care how long it's been
I know I'm just wasting away
The clothes on the floor
Just like the mountains outside
The prison I live every day

I ask myself,
Where has passion gone? Have I grown up?
Am I too old?
I don't feel like I did.
I need to feel, there's nothing else.
Nothing left,
But your taste in my mind.
Where have I gone?
Where have I gone?

You come along to sing this song;
Restore my faith like nothing's wrong.
You come along to sing this song;
Restore my faith like nothing's wrong.

But I,
Sing a new song.
I feel sick.

Don't want to spend my time, wishing you were here
Don't want to spend my time alone
Don't want to waste my life, dwelling on the past
Don't want to lock myself at home

'Cause I want, I need, nothing less than you
I want nothing else at all

Don't want to make excuses
Explaining it away
Just want to spend my time with you

Don't want to walk on ice
Don't want to live on edge
'Cause on the edge

Standing in the road and it's rush hour
Wishing I was far from this scene
Standing in the road and I'm freezing
It's hard to breathe

This morning I was dreaming of angels
Covered in the warmth of their wings
This morning was a different lifetime I've come to believe

So now I'm answering a million questions
Racking up my legal fees
Everyone's assuming I'm guilty

I know you take from me
I know you take away my everything
...my everything
I know your everyway
I know you make your way to everything
...into everything

I know your thread runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your history
I know what you mean to me
...my everything
...my everything

I know your mystery will not be clear to me

Yeah ah, Yeah
Yeah ah, yeah

I never wanted
I never needed anything but you
Or any dreams come true
I never wished for
I never asked for all your little games
Or all your guilted shame

Now you're acting like you just don't care
Like you could find this one anywhere
It isn't fair

My life is an open book

My feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you

She calls me on the phone hoping that I'm home (and that I'm all alone)
But when I say, "Hello," I only hear dial tone
She thinks that I'm her own
Outside my window she krept
Watching my every step

Oh Oh Oh
She's following me
Oh Oh Oh she's out of her tree
Oh Oh Oh she's off of her rocker
I want to marry my stalker
Oh oh oh oh oh

Sometimes she says she's my mom

Too many nights, with too many faces
I don't know where I've been
Too many days
With too many places, I don't know who I am

Drive into the lights
The streets are like rain clouds
Dripping into the night

Wheels keep on turning
The sky is still burning
Thunderclouds start a fight

Far away from home

Rolling like hills
The sea is my homeland
Wishing upon a car
Miles are minutes

Uncomfortable, I wish I was comfortable,
'Cause I could show you loveable and sit another hour with you.

Sympathy, I need a little sympathy.
You ask me what I wanna be, I wanna little time with you.

If I could just see you again, i'd show you who I am.
If I could be with you again, i'd show you what, i'd show you what is

Uncomfortable, I wish I was comfortable,

They say people have their ways
And people stay the same
Accept the way it is
Accept that things don't change
Some people make it worse
Some people don't want to listen
In the end it all works out
In the end, they learn their lesson

But I don't believe this shit
I know I can make things better
I know it will take some work
But I'm not afraid of the dirt

What if I do nothing?

Im wasted again
Pasted out dont know who I am
Im so wasted again
Black out dont know where Ive been
Or who I am

I thought I could make it on my own
I thought I was indestructible
I had an excuse cause i was young
I thought I was so untouchable
I would throw it all away
I would throw my life away

Im wasted again
Pasted out dont know who I am
Im so wasted again
Black out dont know where Ive been

I haven't had this feeling lately

I want to get up and go

It's like I'm thinking crazy thoughts

Sometimes I just don't know
Don't make me start without you

Cause I got nowhere to go

[Chorus]

'Cause I believe you

When you say you're coming over today

I believe you

When you say you're coming here to stay

Now if you think I'm lying to ya

If you're having your doubts