You pick me up, to put me down

Your only joy, is when im gagged and bound

A subtle prick, a blatant lie, your denial

Your denial.

No-ones gonna save my life when im drowning

No-ones gonna give a shit when I die

All my friends try to tell me im the greatest

And my friends all tell me but my friends all lie

No-ones gonna save my life when im drowning

Don't believe in love, don't believe in hate
Don't believe in destiny or in fate
Don't believe in the future, don't believe in the past
'Cause I know that nothing lasts
I can't take that mask away
It changes every day
And everything you want from me I will take
I feel the way you need in struggling to breathe
As simple as it seems, it's just what you need

Took you down for one more hit, when you gonna stop that shit?
'Till the next time it's OK, slowly watching your decay
Just one more time, just one last time
Deep inside the living dead,
Zombie fucks, retarded head,
I know just what you will say,
Get the fuck out of my way

Why can't you just love me like you love your fucking drugs,
You tell me that you hate it but you never get enough

Don't you want me? To like you more if you could save me but I forget the reason why you think I
should care. It's not my
problem I'll call you when I want some but, I forget the reason why you think I should care I
hate people like that 'cause people
like that treat you like that I hate people like that cause people like that treat you like that
when they want something it's

Piss on piss, piss on kiss
It's a simple math that on this
Spit on spit, take this hit
I'll make you a deal, you give and you get
My desire, your flesh on fire
Put me out; I'm not tired
Greed on greed, the more I need
Lie to your body, pretend to breed.
You're in my blood now my veins turn blue
I get my biggest rush from an injection of you
You're in my blood now my veins turn blue

Disintegrating
In line and waiting for somewhere to go
And the dosage today was much too low
I just got there and took my place
And wondered when I lost my face.
I think you're safe, I think I'm safe today
Disintegrating my bones are showing and my mind is broken,
It's chokin' it's somewhere else
Forever needed and no relieving when my body's taking, it's taking me too far

Why should I try?
You'll make me just like you
And I will deny
The things you say are true
Alive when I'm high
This time I'll break on through
I'll tell you a lie
So you can hate me too

Why
Do ya think?
Why
Do ya think?
I think you've lost me

This time it's all brand new
It's killing me killing you
I'll take the black with the blue
You're killing me killing you

Deep inside you everyday, you do not know I will not say, your underground makes me ill if I
don't do it no one will I can see
what you mean it's always harder than I seems don't blame yourself for breaking me cause you
just went and set me free then I set
you down and shut your mouth and show you what I always see there is a small place for you where
all your hopes and dreams come true

What did you say?
I couldn't hear ya from the other room, what did you say?
C'mon TELL ME TELL ME what did that mean?
Why don't you tell me what you really think what could that mean?
SAY IT JUST SAY IT
If you got something to prove prove it, if you got
something to do do it, if you got something to say fucking say it
SPIT IT OUT
What did you say?
C'mon TELL ME TELL ME

You think that it's easy
You think that it hurts me
You think you can hurt me
I'd love you to try
And if you can find me
And if you can see me
And if you can show me
I'd live you to try
You're fucking wrong
Its burning inside you
And then you can't argue
It tears you apart
And I can't help you
When beauty is painful
Your own eyes will burn you
And they'll always find you
Hide you

He remembers when you broke him in
Took away his chance to live
Kill that little boy to set him free
'Cause he had nothing to give
This filthy black and horrid bug
Crawled inside through the eyes
Nerve endings cracked
And see-through now
There is no why
Too late to save.
He hates this place
I hate this place
I hate this place

Did everything but fuck him
But hurt him all the same

Take a long hard look at me, tell me what you think you see.
Another one with a broken soul, taken down and looking cold.
Tried to blow it all away, sift through the ashes another day,
my face is falling, my hands are tied, get up again just to be denied.
See the scars they're on my face, feels like I'm falling in disgrace.
I feel betrayed with a kiss, I never thought it would come to this.