I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around
Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside

Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't see
Lead the way, make them pay

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be

Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren't we suppose to be the same
That's why I will never tame
This thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell

We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no ones around
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We are estranged
We are deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart

(feat. Nas, JD)

[Nas:]
Everybody's an Enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does when watching nikkid women

"Run away no where

To chicken shit, two face

I'm gunna go there

The beer I cannot taste

You think you got me (you laugh)
You're gunna tumble down (you laugh)

Keep coming for me (fuck off)

I'll drop you on the ground

I fuck with no one

Until you get into my face

Break you now

Mercy, I cannot allow

Do your face, My fist will pound

Watching as your blood pours down

Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I begin?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they maybe end up dead

Feeling it ramble, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I feel that I can fight)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!

Silent it goes away
Patient oh, should I really stay?

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much
too real

I can't
ever find a way
to throw these
darkened toughts away
need a place to hide
it's thrown in
my face every day
guess that's the
price I have to pay
for what's inside my mind

alive alive alive alive
alive alive alive alive

I am alive
I will never run away
places inside
my heart screams inside with pride
ones I cried
now I wipe away the tears
ones I died
now I'm alive

I'm not doing great
I think that I'm dead
not thinking straight
inside my body travels
full of hate
I had to let it out
before it's to late

deep inside
you can't hide

feeling so lost and betrayed
why does it happen to me everytime
stuck in this place where I can't escape
screaming and crawling from deep inside

why wont it faith
inside I had the light
I'm okay

spinning around
riding away
something inside of me
has been taken away

feeling my heart
breaking in vain
it wont get better now

when will this end
I can't keep on feeling this way
I feel I'm here so you can play
with my head
theres nothing I can say
I'v been feeling like
I'm to blame
when will this end

hoping inside
alone when I wake
ruins inside of me

I am
living without you
you think
everyting will be fine
I find
making it hard to lie
realize
nothing is left inside

I got to break some fucking off
going to loose my mind
I got to break some fucking off
feel I cannot find
I got to break some fucking off
know it won't be mine
I got to break some fucking off

right now
I'm going to hurt you
my fait's
not gonna wait this time
I play

Away, I see it's going down
Today, Hoping time
Will bury all this pain
And will awake something inside

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
Then we fight

Hey, I know it feels like I've lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known

Our lives, were good in everyway
Too late, time after time

RIGHT NOW I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
till control breaks down
Why's everything so tame
I like my life insane
I'm fabericating and defeating you
I'm gunna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you

Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to search and feel you

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom

What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops with me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel