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For every person I've tried to be,
There's another tearing inside.

I love you so much, I'm never there
I'm always with you but never cared

And you move in a hostile way
Like you're recently wounded.

I reach for your wrists to feel the pulse,
You're feeling yourself for both of us.

We got a problem, it's plain to see.
We got a problem.

Which one, which one of you is into me?

Walk away when you're angry (Brace)
Brace yourself, there's nothing to gain (Old)
Old enough to know the outcome (Blood)
More blood, it's always the same

Aren't we cool and aren't we calm
For facing death we run head-on
Aren't we cool and aren't we calm
For god we've served for so long
Aren't we cool and aren't we calm
For facing death we run head-on

Do what they say
Or they take it away

You're the infection, my friend.
Disgusting, right to the end.
Didn't I know it then?
I knew it, I knew it.
You're basic, but hard to define.
Simple, yet somehow sublime.
Knew you will strike again.
I knew it, I knew it.

You're all that's wrong.
With your dumbass psalms.
Yeah, that's all that you will ever be.
Nothing you can do,
Because that's all that you will ever be.

I'm digging with my fingertips
I'm ripping at the ground I stand upon
I'm searching for fragile bones
Evolution
I'm never gonna be refined
Keep trying but I won't assimilate
Sure we have come far in time
Watch the ground break

And I'm sorry I don't believe
by the evidence that I see
that there's any hope left for me
It's evolution
just evolution

And I
I do not dare deny
the basic beast inside

With aversion, this insertion
came so swiftly
Cut the cord, from this day forward
We'll be drifting

No direction, no affection
Watch the soul dive
You're dissected, resurrected
Still don't know why
This illness is like a monster that is
eating us alive

Hold on, be strong
So right, so wrong
With all of our senses
All of our defenses
Hold on, be strong

New arrival, our survival
still not certain

This sunny Sunday
Is a good day to go
Guess you want me to stay
Well let me know
And I hate to say
It's been a waste of time
I hate to interrupt the flow

Why, Why, Why
Hushabye
Hushabye, why aren't you ready to go?
Why, Why, Why
Hushabye
Couldn't we fast forward all through this show?

You say you'd love to
But you've lots left to do
Almost decided to stay 'cause of you

Whatcha gonna do
Whatcha gonna feel
When suddenly I slip away?

Almost am a ghost
Of who I used to be
Yesterday.

How you gonna touch
And how will you collect
The beauty when it turns to dust?

Everything we make
The cells we generate
Of both of us..

Please be aware that I am you!
Nothing could be more certain
This ain't the time the place for us
To understand this life!

Hold you in my arms

I know it's not like me to (you)
Hold back but this time I knew (rape)
You must be silent to increase the volume

In your head
Blood run red

I'm a spectator, the motivator
Shut up, shut up and do it to yourself
I'm just an innocent bystander!
I'm a spectator, the motivator
Shut up, shut up and do it to yourself
I'm just an innocent bystander!

You ripped your own self in two (let's)

Birds are circling above
They're called back to a waiting glove
Oh, why don't they
fly away?
Surely they have guessed by now
There is no gun to shoot them down
And still they stay
for what they say

Are we killing them with lies?
Are they fighting for their lives?
Killing them with thoughts?
Can we never get enough?
Killing them are we killing killing every single feeling?
It's a trained response

Some deny and search for things it never come around.
Do I feel like a fool?
The places I have ran to all my life have disappeared
And I owe this all to you.

I'm feeling like I'm sinking
And nothing's there to catch me, keep me breathing.

What do I have to do?
Why can't this hurt be through?
I'm going head onto
something I know I will fail.
Why can't this kiss be true?

read your little book and... ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
I read your little book and... ha ha ha ha

You need a reason to believe
A reason to deceive
A reason for the song you're singing (ha ha ha ha ha)
And everything you do
Makes perfect sense to you
So why is your alarm bell ringing

You say you know how it feels inside of me
Lost and alone with no love or luxury
Come on inside

In the deepest part of me
Like an unknown memory
I was never meant to find
Little seed of purity
And you don't belong to me
Still I'm blinded by its light
DON'T TRY TO MAKE IT RIGHT!

Does anybody know bout love
Does anybody care bout God
If you're with me sing sorrow

Penny for your thoughts I fear
we need a little help round here
If you're with me sing sorrow

When the stars don't ever heal

Got to face your fear
Lying on the floor
Step into nothing
What the hell am I here for?
So come on and play
Stab me in the heart
So much of this time was wasted ripping me apart

We are the hurt inside your head
Lost in the valley of all that's dead
Constantly twisting things I say
Happiness is falling
Rain is day

It's starting over, starting over.
Can't stand it's over, God is gonna take me out