Thought That You Would Be (You're Gone)

My head was dreaming when I saw you falling down
I didn't see that you were suffering so much

But the things you said were more than just a sentimental dream
You were my queen, you were, and it hits me like a rock

You're gone, you're gone
You're gone out of my dreams
It hurts, it's true
You weren't what it seemed
And it goes around that you always did

Tonight's the night
Better make it fast 'cause it feels alright
This is the time
You know 'cause it's all he said

It's nothing like the sun
It's better than the moon that shimmers so nice
It's prettier than your eyes
Even though they're little stars

Get it on
You make it feel alright
Break her heart
You know you can
She'll feel like hell
But why should you care
My god you don't even mind, yeah

My head was dreaming when I saw you falling down
I didn't see that you were suffering so much
But the things you said weren't more than just a sentimental dream
You were my queen, you were, and it hits me like a rock

You're gone, you're gone, you're gone out of my dreams
It hurts, it's true, you weren't what it seemed
And it goes around that you always did, you weren't what it seemed

I was shocked because I'm not so tough as tough as I had thought that I would be
I see that I don't get control but I know now
I'll shut you out, wiser, again
Hope that I will not be bored alone

Nothing less than what I think about myself is what you'll see in me
I know that I can get control
I'll shut you out, wiser, again
Hope that I will not be bored alone

The things you're doing are illegal in your own country
So you travel around the world looking for your heaven
Little girls are waiting there forced to be abused by you, yeah

It was their mother, she made them scream
Even though they were all she had then
But she needed the money if she wanted to survive
So she had to be selfish and gave her kids away
Gave her kids away

If this is true, I thought then, what will I think
Will I stay but rather I would get away
I'm scared that I won't find a thing
And afraid that I'll turn out to be alone

But I, I have to learn, have to try, have to trust I have to cry
Have to see, have to know that I can be myself

And if I could I would stay
And if they're not not in the way
I'll stare in the distance

It's stucked inside my mind so nice
Nothing else that makes me laugh
I have tried to put it all a little bit away, yeah
Tried to get it out of my mind

I never have to walk alone
There's always someone next to me
I know that this is our best time
And I hope that it will take us long

On and on
'Cause together we'll stand strong
I'd give my life
Keep on running before I'll hide
With you, with you

You hoped that if you'd forget your memories
That they'd forget you too
You'd put a bandage on your aching spot
But that won't make you feel good
I think someone should have told you that
This ain't the way it works
And that you have to work it out some day
You will, yeah

It takes you further everytime
It will make you sweat like hell
You just can't keep gnashing your teeth forever

If you were here now
Then I would tell you this is not the way
Then I would force you
To make your choices and get out of my way

You scream, but there's no one there to hear or hold your hand
I'd rather talk to you than leave it all unsaid
It's all unsaid

Don't run away it's not my choice
Don't try to make it feel that way
Did all I could but your heart is empty
So I want to let you win

No, he said no
If I'm not okay, he won't
It's all I dream, if I'm not, no

If you don't want me to run away, stay
Then I'll tell you if I'm not okay, no
I thought I knew, I'd wish that you would stay
Don't run away, no don't

No no, if you don't want me to run away stay no
Then I'll tell you if I'm not okay, no no
I thought I knew, I'd wish that you would stay no
Don't run away, no don't

Held the door for me you'll make sure I'm fine, yeah
Hold my hand all day, no you would not care
You would just be thankful to

But do you feel you've won
Don't you see I'm weaker with you
I hope you don't really think
That I'm better off without you

'Cause I feel fine, yeah
I feel fine, yeah
Take my hand, just be careful with it
I feel fine

Will you stick with me, you're right if you don't

Being alone there's no one you can trust
You wonder if they know where you have been last night
You know they're busy and that won't make you cry
But they don't care and that's hard

Searching for warmth, you've never known
Being with girlfriends who helped you through
You've had some guys slept with some
But they don't care and that's hard

Won't come, won't be if you don't believe

Wake up slowly I feel ripped off when they're not here
'Cause it's cold and lonely silent when they're not here
I'm alone they are gone but it goes like this, and

I will be gone
Getting into my dreams
I've listened to what they told me
About how it's going to be
How it's going to be

Wake up slowly I feel ripped off when they're not here
'Cause it's cold and lonely, silent when they're not here

Afraid you're alone now I'll help you, I want to
No chance that you'll get here, I'll get you can't find you, no

Still mad at your mama defend her at the same time
You love her do you know it should not go this way

I just want to know are you happy now
By chance want to see, see you one more time
I only want to hear how you're doing now
I want to believe that you're happy now

When the aching is over
I hope we can talk again
That you'll understand me
I wonder if I ever will

Now searching for a better way
Something that makes me feel good 'bout myself
Hope some day we'll laugh about it all then
That everything turns out to be alright

I wish I could tell you all
I hope that we'll both be wise, baby
Just wish it wouldn't give this pain
And that it wasn't my fault, no