Inside The Hollow lyrics

I'm walkin' down the street, I'm feelin' kind of beat
From dragging myself to nowhere.
Would you wanna hold my hand? No, you wouldn't understand.
Blame it on society, no ones good enough

I saw the sun die, black out.
All of you people watch out.
Stay for the weekend, we can.
Hide 'til this all blows over, rise.

I saw you yesterday but you turned the other way.
How's it going, should I say?

Met you when I went away.
All the things you had to say
Made me feel like I was worthy.
Told me, "On the day we meet,
No more longing for someone, I'll be there, no need worry"

Months past, you'd ask me about the day,
Oh I come home. Oh, please come home.
Infatuation with him, leave me this way
But don't take it away.

Why should I spend my time on you...?
I know you're gonna make me cry...

You got me like that, you're what I'm cravin'
You got me like that, you know I'm to blame
And you got me like that, every girls the same.

Chorus:
Every girl's the same with number one, the first guy.
Faking a smile, in denial, the damage is done.
Cryin' all night.

Started out doing fine in the beginning every time.
I belonged to you. You possessed me with your lies.

There's something you should know
That I could never tell
You think that I am better
I thought of telling you at home or on the phone
Or written in a letter.

When the world is asleep
I am still trying to figure it out
And the secrets I'm keeping
Are what I am always about

I know I got off easy
God knows why you believe me
Hiding behind little white lies
This time I got off easy

Down that road, we all know.
All things aside, I've got a few questions for you.
Have to reply and soon, cause I need you...
Remember when we were young, taking a ride,
Counting all the waterfalls that fell from the sky, with you.
I miss you... Those were times I won't forget.

I know withought you I'll try to stay calm, strong, and beautiful,
Inside my mind, like you. Just like you...

I was never told about those little things you do.
I was heading down another dead end avenue.
But it's just those little things, I hold onto those little things.
I, I, I, I

I don't understand, how could this be true?
Told me I'm the one, then you broke my heart in two
It's the little things. Oh, those stupid little things.

I can't let them go
When I gave in you took control

I've got the California blues
When I am down, I always lose
So don't put me in this restraining room
Cause I don't know where to go
Now tell me, are you happy?
With how they like to exploit you too?
Are you in control now? No, cause you don't know where to go

Poor little girl, sad little world
Smile on her face, keeps us all safe.

Is she laughing when she's smiling?

I'm unlisted, I'm resisiting, all the lies the minds are twisted
Can't believe in honesty, please don't turn your back on me
I am breaking, molding, making. All these thoughts are over taking.
Everything I want to see, hoping you will stay with me.

I... am weakening. I... am weakening. Stay...

Am I folding? No, I'm holding on to what the signs are showing

When you're wakin' in the mourning,
What do you hear? What do you hear?
When you're lookin' in the mirror,
Who do you fear? Who do you fear?
No, don't walk away from talkin', falling behind inside.

When you listen to their echo,
Who do you hear? Who do you hear?
When you're playin' in their playground,
What do you fear? What do you fear?

Sleep all day when you're away, stay awake at night when you're nearby
Months before I'd slam the door while talking to you where I'd lie.
Earlier my hands stay sore as I tap them on the key
Untreated and hourly, now I'm bruise, tired, and sore
Never felt so good before.

Lonley past alone when I was unknown
Although I'm far from home, I'll never be alone.

Sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere
My days will go by and I'm all alone
It's over my head, I don't know what to do

You're fragile, in repair all of them say
But I don't know how to sew the wounds away
When will they fade?
It's out of my hands, can you hear me cry?

Don't you stare, I'm aware.
And you're not the one to say.
You're the same, built for shame
And I'm not that far away.

You had me leaning over wishing wells.
Trip and fall, put under your spell.
And I would go under any day.
For you my heart would drown in pain. Yeah... oh.

It's sad to say, it had to be done
But don't call to tell me that you found the one.
It hurts beyond what words can say.
If you loved me, you'd be here today. Yeah... oh.

Chorus:
Lived in fantasy, you were meant for me