Demos lyrics

AHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate you so much right now!

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how i fall
Confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface (beneath the surface)
consuming (consuming), confusing (confusing)
This lack of self control i found so overwhelming (so overwhelming)
controling (controling) , i can't seem

I have a dream of a scene between the green hills
Clouds pull away and the sunlight's revealed
People don't talk about keeping it real
It's understood that they actually will
And intoxicated and stimulated emcees
Staring in the trees, paranoid, or caught in the breeze
Watch them flee, hip-hop hits
Take a walk with me and what you'll see

Riding with a head full of pockets of red
And what I said still stuck in my head
But misled
Thinking the things I do would make you never wanna come back
But an all front attacks, you could never run from that
Being trapped in this with you, something that I never wanted to do
But through it all you've got to see that where I want to be
Is over the pen again letting it out of me

It starts with one..
and multiplies 'til you can taste the sun
and burnt by the sky you try to take it from.
but if it falls theres no place to run
crumbling down, It's so unreal...

They're dealing you in to determine your end
and sending you back again to places you've been
and bending your will, til it breaks you within
and still they fill their eyes...

With the twilight through the skylight

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core of the rotten
Stop and just what I thought
The sun has escaped us
So I'm bright in the sky
And I'm far from rapist
Look at why did try

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core of the rotten
Stop and just what I thought
The sun has escaped us
So I'm bright in the sky
And I'm far from rapist
Look at why did try

What do I do to ignore what's behind me
Do I follow my fate to escape blindly
Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
Do I let it go and try to stand it
Or do I try to catch them red-handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness
Because sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men

Forfeit the game / Stop the talk show
Product of what/ You're taught to know
Forfeit the game/ Cause tomorrow
When it's all done/ You reap what you sow

You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if give in / my life, my pride is broken

Chorus:
You like to think you're never wrong
(you live what you learn)