Meteora lyrics

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need for you to go

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and

It's easier to run,
Replacing this pain with something numb,
It's so much easier to go,
Then face all this pain here all alone,

Something has been taken from deep inside of me,
A secret I've kept locked away,
No one could never see,
Wounds so deep they never show,
They never go away,
Like moving pictures in my head,
For years and years they've played,

If I could change I would,

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way

There are no lyrics for session. It is an instrumental track.

(Instrumental)

The microphone molesta
The Chevy undresser
Stupid dope fresh tight shit resurrector
Top gun man mod best of the besta
The living MC, peace and resta
Still tested the flexed gunna
The make funna the appisary make runna
Make summa cold with rhymes that spit
Get gifted, lifted, delinquent wit
I be the prophet, in my hand
Top it, stop it, felt like rockin when I rock it

(When this began)
I had nothin' to say,
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me,
(I was confused)
And I'd let it all out to find,
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind,
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed,
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel,
(Nothin' to lose)
Just stuck,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there

When I pretend,
Everything is what I want it be,
I looked exactly like what you >>had<< always wanted to see,
When I pretend,
I can't forget about the criminal I am,
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can,
But I can't pretend that this is they way, it will stay, I'm just,
(Trying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend of who you want me to be. So I'm,
(lying my way from)

(Comin At You...)

Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it?
And drop right back in the cut
over basement tracks and rap stack got you backing us up
Like..Rewind that!
We're just rollin' with the rhythm,
rise from the ashes of stylist division
With these non-stop lyrics and life living,
not to be forgotten, but still unforgiven

I don’t know who to trust your surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts,
And the pain attached to them,
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin',
It's like nothing I could do,
Would distract me when,
I think of how I shot myself in the back again,
'Cause from the infinite words I could say, I
Put all the pain you gave to me
On display, but didn't
Realize instead of setting it free, I
Took what I hated and made it apart of me,

When this began

I had nothing to say and I’d get lost in the nothingness inside of me

(I was confused)

And I let it all out to find that I’m not the only person with these things in mind

(Inside of me)
But all the vacancies the words reveled is the only real thing I’ve got left to feel

(Nothing to lose)

Just stuck hollowing alone

There are no lyrics for session. It is an instrumental track.

(Comin At You...)

Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it?
And drop right back in the cut
over basement tracks and rap stack got you backing us up
Like..Rewind that!
We're just rollin' with the rhythm,
rise from the ashes of stylist division
With these non-stop lyrics and life living,
not to be forgotten, but still unforgiven

There were just too many times people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you say about me when I’m not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down

(Instrumental)

(When this began)
I had nothin' to say,
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me,
(I was confused)
And I'd let it all out to find,
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind,
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed,
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel,
(Nothin' to lose)
Just stuck,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

There were just too many times people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you say about me when I’m not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need for you to go

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and

When I pretend,
Everything is what I want it be,
I looked exactly like what you >>had<< always wanted to see,
When I pretend,
I can't forget about the criminal I am,
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can,
But I can't pretend that this is they way, it will stay, I'm just,
(Trying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend of who you want me to be. So I'm,
(lying my way from)

It's easier to run,
Replacing this pain with something numb,
It's so much easier to go,
Then face all this pain here all alone,

Something has been taken from deep inside of me,
A secret I've kept locked away,
No one could never see,
Wounds so deep they never show,
They never go away,
Like moving pictures in my head,
For years and years they've played,

If I could change I would,

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts,
And the pain attached to them,
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin',
It's like nothing I could do,
Would distract me when,
I think of how I shot myself in the back again,
'Cause from the infinite words I could say, I
Put all the pain you gave to me
On display, but didn't
Realize instead of setting it free, I
Took what I hated and made it apart of me,

I don’t know who to trust your surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]