If you can hear this
dont assume that Im talking to you
Yesterday everything I thought I believed in died
but today is my birthday,
today is my birthday
I dont need you,
Ill say it to myself
It doesnt mean I wont need somebody
anyone with half a soul
will hear this and theyll never leave me
If you dont know what forever feels like
Ill show you what it feels like without it

Death to ladies first, then the gentlemen
All sorts of taxes, facelifts, abortion, nervous breakdance
Satanic girls gone wild, truly fucking suicidal

First you try to fuck it
Then you try to eat it
If it hasn't learned your name
You better kill it before they see it
First you try to fuck it
Then you try to eat it
If it hasn't learned your name
You better kill it before they see it

As if we need a 'why', I'll be it
And I'll be the 'who' for an
Apocalypse 'how'
If the world had one neck
My hands would be the where
And I would choke all of you down
I would choke all of you down
I will choke all of you down

Give me a picket sign
And make it blank and white
Like all those stupid teenage girls
We are gonna to need them where we're go in tonight

I'll swallow up all of you
Like a big bottle of big, big pills
You're the one that I should never take
But i can't sleep until I devour you
I can't sleep until I devour you

You're a flower that's withering
I can't feel your thorns in my hand
This is no embrace, your buried deep
And you're not crying
This is blood all over me
You're not crying
This is blood all over me
You're not crying

Who'll ride this dying carousel?
Four rusting horses strangled by their own rope
What children love a singing wheel
Now that their tight hearts it broke?
Now that their tight hearts it broke

Everyone will come, everyone will come
To my funeral to make sure that I stay dead
Everyone will come, everyone will come to my funeral
To make sure that I stay dead
Dead

the fruit is speechless
before our sorceries
the party has just begun
time lapse and dancing and rotting in place
and we've reached the high end of low
the high end of low
the high end of low

you can take me
the grave can take me
the earth is waiting to eat us alive
I love you damaged
I need human wreckage
I have to look up
just to see hell

fallen fallen fallen from grace
now for you

I wanna fuck you like a foreign film
and there's no subtitles to get you through this
and I'm a country you dont ever ever ever ever ever want to visit again

line up
roll camera
you pretend
I'll pretend
and cut cut cut cut cut cut

line up
roll camera
you pretend
I'll pretend
and cut cut cut cut

I want to kill you like they do in the movies

this is the film
close to the third act and the misery
It's not rain
you rapist werewolves
it's god pissing down on you
you wont die alone
I'll break off my own arms
sharpen my bones
stab you once for each time
I thought of you
trying to take something
you'll never be good enough
to even look upon

it's better to push something when it's slipping
than to risk being dragged down

It's not like I made myself a list
Of new and different ways to murder your heart
I'm just a painting that's still wet
If you touch me I'll be smeared
You'll be stained
Stained for the rest of your life

So turn around and walk away
Before we confuse the way we abuse each other
If you're not afraid of getting hurt
Then I am not afraid of how much I hurt you

I'm well aware I'm a danger to myself

When I see you in the sun
You're as pretty as a swastika
Take you down, down from the inside
Take you down, down from the inside

I want to smash into your face like a plane
And drown in between your legs
Take you down, down from the inside
Take you down, down from the inside

I'd die for your sins
If you don't kill me while I'm trying, baby

Let me show you where it hurts

Remember when I took you up to the top of the hill?
We had our knives drawn
They were as sharp as we were in love
If God crossed us we'd take all his drugs
Burn his money and his house down
And wait for the fire to spread

Sometimes hate is not enough
To turn this all to ashes
Together as one against all others
Break all of their wings to make sure it crashes

how the fuck are we supposed to know
when I'm a monster with the way
you refuse to die?
how the fuck are we supposed to know
if we're in love
or if we're in pain

I'm a tightrope walker
I cant find my circus
and I'm damaged beyond repair
you're just a coffin
of a girl I knew
and I'm burried in you

you never said
I'll end up like this
or no
you never said I'd end up like this
no no no no...

We're from America, we're from America
Where we eat our young
We're from America, we're from America
It's where Jesus was born
We're from America, we're from America
Where they let you cum on their faces
We're from America, we're from America
We speak American

We don't believe in credibility
Because we know that we're fucking incredible
We don't believe in credibility

I'll build you a shiny dollhouse or church
where you to shrink
into a tiny wight spider
and gorge on horrid memories
with conceited wings

smother the past in a cocoon
for me
and I'll help you move
all the bodies
oh oh

I'll possess you but I dont
need you
to be another one
of my possessions
I dont need you to be my possession

and I wont make you kneel
for anyone
but me
I wont promise a star

I had a dream
this one I feel the need to mention:

I was happy for awhile and I stopped being scared and ashamed to say whats on my mind
but you though that I'd change after awhile and said
"you better treat me different or else"
or else seems like a stupid
fucking thing to say to someone like me
someone like me
wow
wow
wow
w-w-w-w-w-w wow

dont be surprised I can look you in the eye