Apparently Unaffected lyrics

Tell me
am I your baby?
You misunderstood me
just want a piece of your ass, yeah

Impress me
After all, I'm a lady
and dude, if you bore me
I send you back to your wife

You're just a boytoy baby
you're just a boytoy baby

Boytoy baby , nananananana
Boytoy baby

Romance,
I don't want no romance
You can grab me with your hands
and leave
when I'm done

Honey,
you can keep all your money

I walk barefoot where the water drowns the sand
With you no longer here to hold my hand
I let go
I let go

The ocean makes my swaling heart feel small
With the sounds that makes you won't hear it if I call
I let go
I let go

There's a breeze in the air
There's a boat ankered out here
There's a calm under the waves as I choose to sink

Your skin protected me from sunbeams

I've never been confronted with my own thoughts
They don't bother me when I'm alone
Can you come over, save me, 'cause he won't stop
Now get him off his fucking throne

Caution, the floor's wet in here, been crying
I don't know why he seems convinced I'm lying
I don't know what he's capable of doing
But he's hurting me

It's not his fault I made him lose his temper

I understand,
You need to switch the roles around.
And dispise me for the fact that we didn't last.
And I will be your punching bag,
If you'll stay in my past.

I understand,
To want to have a mature dialogue
Is too much to ask.
And I will be your one regret,
If you'll stay in my past.

It must have been hard; staying in line
knowing your influences insisted all the time
It must have been strange; living in blue
and see me shut down as though
it was an easy thing to do

But you could tell where I had been
by the way I held my gun
Trying to write anything
while being mocked by an off beat drum.
But I was not honest
I was not healthy
I was not honest, honest.

Comfortable as I am
I need your reassurance
And comfortable as you are
You count the days

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if I like rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
still care

Your patronizing stare can watch me heal.
What I would give for you to take the wheel,
It's been a long time coming.

The strong resemblance to my mothers womb,
Is the reason why I will not leave this room,
It's been a long time coming.

The lack of self-esteam has grown on me,
I'm not as strong I appear to be,
It's been a long time coming.

And my lullaby sounds more like distant screams,

I've run out of complicated theories
So now I'm taking back my words
and I'm preparing for the breakdown

Your t-shirt's lost its smell of you
and the bathroom's still a mess
remind me why we decided this was for the best

Because I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you
love...

I know the distance is a factor
but I stretch as often as I can

What is this game we're playing?
Should I stick around for more?
Snap your fingers I'll come running,
leave again when you're bored
with me
I'll make it easy

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your wall
Nevermind me, nevermind me
my God I feel so small!
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your wall
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll let myself out

Our battles are repetitious if not broken poetry
And maybe that's the attraction that you're as
Self absorbed as me

You jumped to the conclusion and landed on my chest
Now how am I supposed to make you see

Ill just write this down with hopes that you'll understand
I will no longer be disciplined by the frustrations of an insecure man

I said I said I said
I would cater to your ego and fold my hands in
prayer for your religion
if you would love me and walk me every day

You said, you said, you said.
You would not let your indecision get
in the way of my night but you still managed
to bring your bad temper
to my little show

I can not walk in these shoes
They hurt my toes
I can not stay in your grip
You hurt my nose

I down this bottle of wine
I don't know how to feel but
I don't mind the buzz

As the night moves slow you
Look more and more like someone I could
Love tonight
Without the fuzz

And the feelings
I don't know know if you've been there
I don't think I can go there again
Yeah these feelings
I don't know know if you've been there
I don't think I can go there again

Don't analyze me