You self distructive
Little girl
Pick yourself up
Don't blame the world
So you screwed up
But your gonna be ok
Now call your boyfriend
And apologize
You pushed him pretty
Far away last night
He really loves you
You just don't always love yourself.

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes need a push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you

Our old world is hard to find,
I doubt it was ever mine, to keep.
Were you always this unkind?

[We lie belly up in the pool of us] X2

I don't recognize your doubt,
Please say something, darling shout at me.
How unfair to shut me out.

[We lie belly up in the pool of us]X4

I must say I'll always love you,
Even if it hurts

Have I driven us to this?
Our bickering has reached it's limit

I cant laugh to hard Im on a diet
Im trying to lose myself
You ought to try it
Just starve for 6 days straight
Oh its a riot
Every Sunday night

I binge and I barf cause I carry the scars of an eight-year-old
Whos mother applied the same rules to a kids body
As her own

I think youll leave me soon
Though Ive no proof of it
But Ill make it easier for you
By being a little bitch

Ill always treasure the naivety
Of the past weve shared
Our bodies grew much faster than our minds
But together we got good at stopping time

My teen angst drove me to hurt myself
And I made u watch
Oh the pain I must have caused
But by staying around u saved my life (saved my life)

We were never meant to be lovers
Just fellow late bloomers
Who blossomed the part (2x)

Watching my parents

The ugly naked truth
She starves me of my youth
And I stand alone until
You catch on
I swear its not by choice
But Ana has this voice
And it calms me down
It gives me purpose

And its alright
Im alright
I want to be ok
Ive seen it before
This eyesore, its me
Oooh oooh oooh me

I want out from under
This convining skin
That I so reluctantly live in
My worth is measured solely

He allegedly fell for me
through an open window
Cracked his chest open
to reveal his heart
still skeptic of my intentions
he made me swear
that I would always be there
I will always be here

Oh Im in love
Again, again
And you may call me tomorrow my friend, yes
You may kiss me again and again
Ill hold on tight

I climbed upon his shoulders
And laughed until I cried
The view and I collide

Each confession I make
Translates to you as an insult
We must rid ourselves of this habit
I once heard you say youll never love anyone more
Then why am I still fighting you?
And its never felt like this before
No, we have never fought like this before
But you should know

That I'm on your side
I am on your side
Although it may seem useless
I am on your side

The way in which I fear is only a reflection of you
The devastating childhood, the powertrip you forced me through
But how could he leave you how could he fuck that whore he left you for, get
revenge!
And by all means ask your nine year old daughter to choose between you, don't stay friends

Now let her in on how he's the devil
He's just been falsely portrayed

Self hatred grows in me like cancer
I cant locate its whereabouts but its feeding on its host
I expected him to have the answers
I thought I taught him how to love me
Now he fears me like a ghost

Self-fulfilling prophecy
Youre the only guaranteed loyalty
In this town
Full of violent mothers
Cheating fathers
Leaving lovers
I swear to you, Ill never love again

I was a backing track
Saving my green voices back
Disguising the obvious
That I had no-one to sing for
I lived in a paper bin
which I lived curled up and forgotten in
With an unfinished lovers hymn
Tattooed on my forehead

Oh,Oh,Oh, where were you?
Had I known you then
The outcome would have been better

I got used to the treadmill love
Where no matter how fast you run