Well I saw you with your hands above your head

Spinning around, trying not to look down

But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground

Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes

And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though

You're the only one who

Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams

I've been walking around all day,

Thinking.

I think I have a problem,

I think I think too much.

I've been taught to hold back my tears,
And avoid them.

But you make pain into something I could touch.

I've been walking around all day,

Laughing.

I think I'd be better off without you here.

And I bet you're sweet and hard to get over.

So I'll cry and people will stop and stare.

just a little bit stronger

just a little bit wiser

just a little less needy

and maybe i'd get there

just a little bit pretty

just a little more aware

just a little bit thinner

and maybe i'd get there

clearly, clearly i remember

hiking up my skirt

and asking for your time

clearly, clearly i remember

nervous if ever confronted

and questioning myself

The rain falls on your days
Giving you a reason for mysterious ways
Behind doors the darkness falls
You pour a cup of coffee and get talking walls

(chorus)
But you can blame it on me
And the person you thought I wanted you to be
But don't you blame it on love
Cause you will regret it then and from now on

Besides from days gone by
Hours seem so slow you think you'll surely die

Mom please tell me what to do
I'm so disappointed in you,
You said those words that made me cry
And you always wondered why
Why I sing my lullaby...

Mom please hurry home to me
I waited up so patiently
You sit down and you start to cry
But you never ask me why
Why I sing my lullaby(x2)

Was it my fault they led you in the wrong direction?

November- came down hard this year

And I saw- you standing clear of the rain

Falling free but i was ready to finally come clean

Observe me- in my circus show

On a thin line- as i take my rope

And lose my grip

But you. you pull me back

Ref: With your hand- in my hand and

Our feet- All in line

I'm ready- to take you with me

To take you with me

"You give this way more thought than it deserves"

You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection

I wouldn't know better than to get scared

Cause since we've met we've had this great connection

"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale"

You say as I look up dreaming

I know better than to include the both of us

But I can't sleep when your gone

Oh ohoh ohoh

Shame on you for making me wait

Time and time again you're too late
And I'm about to make a mistake

so please hurry babe

just hurry

You might as well just take it from me

You said that I should take it from you

but I don't know if I agree

so please hurry babe

but don't you worry

[Chorus]

'Cause I'm not convinced that I am worthy of your time

I wish you'd see it in my face

But I'm caught up in those long lost days

And how can I even make you see

When I don't even know me

Following my footsteps home

This time I'm walking all alone

Trying hard to be someone I don't even know

I feel like a shadow

Walking behind who you think I am

Just like my shadow

Wanting to see the sun again

I'm your shadow

And I'm lost

What could you possibly see in me?

Is it my soul hung out to dry?

I think my dysfunctional family has shaped it throughout my life.

What could you possibly like in me?

Do you like my ability to bend?

I think my fear of intimacy has shaped the time we spend.

No it's not you, it's me

and it's not us, it's them

and it's not her, it's just the way she moves you?

Vague sound of rain

pierces through my song again

but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays

so I let it burn

I just poured my heart out

there's bits of it on the floor

And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water

And call him up for more

And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely

Out here on the ledge

I'm not far away from stepping off

I've finally picked out my cloud

It's the one over there
Surrounded by all that air

You reached out your hand

And said I understand

So why not come down

Well except for a few small bruises, cuts,and scars well i'm fine

Except for a few small bruises,cuts,and scars well i'm fine

Thank you for asking