Home From Home lyrics

Yeah, yeah, yeah...
I hate myself when going
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Hear me I sound like a Beatle
I get cold feet when the pressure is on
You can't see me coz I'm lost like a needle
In a haystack yeah I'm almost gone
Like a mouse follows the flute
Or like a mute who can't dispute I fall in line with you

Mouse more than Man, yes I am
You know I wanna say no and just stick to my own plan

I'm not harmonic
I can't reach self-esteem
That's quite ironic
Coz I thought I'd be living my dream
I don't feel supersonic
I don't drive in the lane of whipped cream
I'm more like a chronic
Ignorantly swimming upstream

What can I do to be happy
I have problems to decide
When it looks to me the grass is greener
On the other side

How do I live for the moment
When I always wanna be else where

So now I got a Black Eye
Even though I never got smacked
But if I get a retry
Then I will try to give back
Your were the one who got jacked
And I hope you will forgive me
For whenever I capsize

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
But I'm sure I would know how
I show my tragedy with my Black eye

I've been the one to deny

Hardcore skater used to be
One of few who inspired me
To get into the punkrock scene
the year I turned seventeen

Our first song ever Danny wrote
For teenage angst he was the antidote
An uncut diamond full of strife
His first demo changed my life

He's a rebel it's plain to see
Punk rock rebel so full of strife
He's a rebel and he'll always be
Someone who changed my life

All I wanna do
Is live my life with you
Talk you've gotta grow
I'll give you H2O
All I want to do
Is live a simple life here with you

I felt like Travis Bickle, tyrannical, lonely and blue
I don't know why I went to Botanical but there I met you
You made me go from blue to green just in time
Before I get mohawk
When we're together I'd say we look like brooklime

Walkin around the streets of Linn
Reloading batteries in my own way
Nobody around here would know who I am
That's o.k.
I really wanna do something new
Just anything different to get into
It's all up to me to give it a try
That it's all up to me is making me terrified
It looks like I'll be waiting for moments
That will never arrive

When will I live my live for me
When will I do what I want to

Just like the children's sandpit
Just like the wild wild west
At random choose a target
It's not enough to be second best

So you wanna fight them
The weaker one is always wrong
Yeah now you wanna fight them
A real man's gotta show the world he's strong

Stuck up, abuse of powers
It's a part of a leader's role
"We only take what's ours"
A slick line to stay in control

I alway knew you were a keeper
Maybe not exactly from day one
Guess I never wanted it to be overdone
And even though you are a sleeper
Well, to me that's never been a crime
And after all you woke up in time

So now you're back on your feet again
Now you're back to compete with men
Now you're back and it took some time
To get from misery to prime
Now you're back onto change the world

I know I get what I give
Since I don't feel too good guess I don't give much
Maybe I just wanna live
I knock on wood every time I feel human touch
What can I do to fit in
Kiss up to someone
It will never happen
When alienation hits in on me
My empathy is gone, my conscious blackens
And I just spit in your face
When you ask for help
My heart is made of stone

I gotta learn how to lose and to choose my own wars
I gotta understand it's not me against the world no more
When you are sure as hell then I don't know
You are so pure and well when I am low
When you say "Sure as hell" then I say no

A spoke in your whell yeah like a bugging fly
A thorn in your side just like a constant red fly
On being an ass I've really been a pro
So can i say no!

I think I've been wrong in this family affair
It's been too long that we got used
To everything unfair
I'm out there trying to put on the charms
But inside I'm crying
When I remember how you cut your arms

Here comes happiness for dogs like us
And I just hope it's gonna last
The drugs they give you
Are something I don't trust
At least when side effects come fast
Just like in the past

When I met you I said
We would hang out everyday
Now I upset you
From a payphone on Queens West and Bay

She's saying:
The words i'm saying have lost their meaning
When I'm so far from my aim
But trying to tell me I'm only dreaming
Is like adding fuel to the flame

When I told you I'd buy a brand new car, first rate
That was a lie to you when I got a Civic from `88

Even though I upset you