staring at my shadow i see the world around me never felt
as if my existence reflects these walls so proudly intentions
of the past defined so quickly it's hard to change myself
never mind all of the people around me i try to push it to the side
never put the blame on anybody's head but mine i'm still searching
for my pride i'll keep searching but there's so many places

well i feel there's something wrong with my life
but that's the way it should be i really hate it when i lie to you
but what does the truth mean to me well what went wrong
your back is turned again is this the beginning or the end
is this all wrong you are more than a friend such a position
that i'm in well you know i'm trying so hard to live my life without you

looking back now i see how far i've gone it's been a while now
for only one song past intentions i never ever meant to deal with now
well just by looking around i don't think that i'll ever come down
well you know right now that i am trying to change but believe now
i'll try to change everything you know that i could rearrange

well i started all alone and i watched you grow
and now please don't take this away from me you rise
then you fall sometimes it seems like you're not there
at all but that's the way it should be well take me for example
and erase your opinions about me only time will tell where will you be
where have you gone two years of my life now it's all gone

it's three in the morning and i stayed up all night drowning in my words
writing about you time seems to standstill since the day you left me
a revolving door slamming this time so slowly you're running out
you're running fast now
we were just kids back then two years of my life traded for an ending like this
like a love movie without a goodbye kiss