Shadow lyrics

staring at my shadow i see the world around me never felt
as if my existence reflects these walls so proudly intentions
of the past defined so quickly it's hard to change myself
never mind all of the people around me i try to push it to the side
never put the blame on anybody's head but mine i'm still searching
for my pride i'll keep searching but there's so many places
for it to hide i try i've tried so hard to change for you