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I see you had your mind all made up
You group of pitiful liars.
Before I woke to face the day, your master plan transpired.
Something told me this job had more to meet to your eye.
My song is not believed? My words somewhat deceiving?
Now what do i hold?

(chorus) You've waged a war of nerves
But you can't crush the kingdom
Can't be what your idols are. Can't leave that scar.

Now a new look in my eyes my spirit rise
Forget the past
Present tense works and lasts
Got shit on
Pissed on
Spit on
Stepped on
Fucked with
Pointed at by lesser men

(Pre) New life in place of old life
Unscarred by trials

(Chorus) A new level of confidence and power

Demanding plea for unity between us all --
United stand
Death before divided fall
In mock military order
Vulgar
Power
Impatient

A long time ago I never knew myself.
Then the memory of shame birthed its gift.

No more the small one, the weak one, the frightened one.
Running from beatings, deflating.
I'm becoming more than a man. More than you ever were.
Driven and burning to rise beyond Jesus.

(chorus) I'm born again with snakes eyes
Becoming godsize

I found my life was slipping through my hands.

What's left inside him?
Don't he remember us?
Can't he believe me?
We seemed like brothers
Talked for hours last night
About what we wanna be
I sit now with his hand in mine
But I know he can't feel...

(chorus) No one knows
What's done is done
It's as if he were dead

I'm close with his mother
And she cries endlessly
Lord how we miss him
At least what's remembered

I've written about my inner wars
but i couldn't give a shit right now
most of me is all strength
and all of me is at war with dope
but my eyes are clear with sight
my guns are blazing
i must have life

I can't hide, to erase, what I've done
last year, and the years before
It still takes assholes of all kinds
on that fact I am still clear
'coz you know and now I do
I'm one of them

I wonder if we'll smile in our coffins
While loved ones mourn the day,
The absence of our faces

Living, laughing eyes awake. Is this too much for them to take?
Too young for ones conclusion, the lifestyle won.
Such values you taught your son.

(pre) That's how.
Look at me now.

(chorus) I'm broken.
Inherit my life.

One day we all will die, a cliched fact of life.

There's nothing.
No education.
No family life to open my arms to.
You'd say that my job is today, yet gone tomorrow.
I'll be broke in a gutter.

I know the opinion. A broken record.
Fuck you and your college dream.
Fact is, we're stronger than all.

You're working for perfect bodies,
Perfect minds and perfect neighbors.
But I'm helping to legalize dope on

Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn
Rape and turn
Fret not family, nor pre-judged army
This is for me, and me only, cowards only
Try it
(Chorus)
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves

It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a
rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off,
fuck you all

If ever words were spoken,
painful and untrue.
I said I loved,
but I lied.
In my life,
All i wanted,
was the keeping (of someone like you)
As it turns out,
deeper within me,
love was twisted and pointed at you.
- Never ending pain. Quickly ending life -

(Chorus)
You keep this Love (Thing), Love (Child), Love (Toy)!
You keep this Love (Fist), Love (Scar), Love (Break)!
You keep this Love!
Love!

Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistance?
One step from lashing out at you.
You want in to get under my skin and call yourself a friend.
I've got more friends like you, what do I do?

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been, belong.
You can't be something you're not.
Be yourself, by yourself, stay away from me.

Truly, fuck the world,
For all it's worth,
Every inch of planet Earth,
Fuck myself,
Don't leave me out,
Don't get involved,
Don't corner me

Inside, ulcer,
Unjust bastards,
File out face first
Meet the lies and see what you are

It's forcing you down, and it's grinding against you
Let the war nerve break

For every fucking second the pathetic media pisses on me and

When the world pronounced me dead
put me in the grave
the cut off my legs
it was not long
I couldn't hold my mouth
I ran my head
I ran my head

It's strange to be around again
things might have killed me
but not the bastard in the skies
I was fucking with the plan
asking for it all,
call it karma or guilt
being dragged down the road
call it wisdom or ignorance

But it's still alive