Sickening the things that I see
Can't stop my mind from slowly wandering
Dream'n again I think you're
With me but there is where the thinking ends

Sleep time, no longer
Looks like, it's over

Took your wrist and cut it open
And now it seems I'm (throwing you over the edge)
We had a gift no one had
You never thought I'd be (cutting you open again)

Sorry the pain seems endless

(Just move) you never were there (when I needed you)
Where were you when I needed you
(So long) look me in the eyes when Im talking to you
You see the whites now (turn around) walk away

(You cant help me) you never wanted too
(Soon Ill show you) what I mean cause

(I) dont need for you to rescue me
(From what) you believe is tearing me apart, youll never
(Know) how it feels to be like me

Slow down Slow down
I lived a life with no regrets till you came around
(your lost I'm found)
You had a hold on me
But now it's slippin away

You used me
Never would I thought you'd try to
Lie and deceive me
I'm sure you thought I'd be easy
(you had a chance but now there's nothing
That you can call your own)

Why does it feel like
I have been the only one
Who stopped and swam
(Up the river)

Scared to look ahead
Instead I fold my arms waiting
The trains arriving with the goodies I'm entitled to
All this time I never felt I got what I deserved
Oh what a shame (why me why me)

I never take a thing for granted
I'll never be a hypocrite
(what would you know)

Fly, watch your fucking sunset
I can't remember when I ever heard you say
Thank you for everything you gave I'm so grateful

Impossible to reason with the thoughts in mind
To direct to forget about my pastimes
I assure you of one thing
This is something you'll never forget

In time I'm sure you'll understand
That the sound of the crack
The slap of my hand was only intended for one thing
The one thing I never had

Palms sweaty - thoughts dry
Hand fed by a broken mind
Hands shak'n - don't cry it'll all be over

(stop the man)
Fom endin up with all the chips so he can't
(promse him an only chance)
To have the freedom that's been takin from me

(you - can - try - to - lift - your - head - no)
You fucked up with me now live with the truth
Find a reason to lie (try)

Seems like it hasn't been long - I've given
(so much how could you hide)
You're sick with all the guilt you're never - forgiven

I erased you
From my every waking memory
I replaced you
With a vision that you - won't see

Pity is a four letter word
And so is quit
(and so is left but I'm)

Right where you wanted me
Feed from the inside
Out of bitter sympathy
You want me wrong but I'm right

May I remind you
It doesn't take much time to call
Can I respect you
If a man was never there at all

Pity is a four letter word

(express) what you think it is I wanna hear
(only - time) will tell if you will ever see (it my way)
I can bring you back if you can handle some
(roundhouse) kicks from your conscience
Sit back there's more to come
Can't you see it's not what you can it's
(the story of your life - walkin through it blind)
Never see the answers
Always expecting something
(the story of your life)

Slip and give a fake
Let you feel a little stronger
My eyes wake
You think I'm rollin over
You wonder how I feel now that your under
You can't breathe can't hold it any longer
(I'll) I'll make you (suffer)

Fear is your only reason
You never thought that you'd
See me in another season
Now I feel the need to make you
(suffer)

Now you see the face of the one that took you over

Fallin' down, under the cracks and now I cannot make a sound
Forgive me if I ask for help I'm,
Crawling out, of the bottom where my every thought
My every thought is consuming
Gimmie some excuses (I need to know)

If I was under - could I see myself on the floor?
If I should trip inside my mind
Would I be under control of it all?

(gimmie time - gimme time - gimmie)

What you think will help me