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Stick it in my face and let me see the look as I watch the lump
Slipping right down your throat
I wonder how it feels to know I had you pinned down long ago
I wanna know why it went wrong
Why can't you see it my way
The world was never revolving around you
Now it's your way
You never thought anyone would desert you now
You get to (walk alone again)
Look up at me look up at me

Focus on a new way
A new day has begun for me
I thought that yesterday was a bad day
So I took my time to figure it out
What's the right way to live by me
(So I'll find a reason why)
All my life I've been waiting for a chance like this
(I've seen horizons fall before me)
All my life I've been wishing for your promises
(I always thought I'd be a failure)
All my life all my life I've been here

(Feel it)
Stop drop roll get up take a crack at me
(you look at me you look at me)
Like every other mother fucker that I've seen today
(you wanna hurt me like I've never been hurt right now)
Feel it (now-stop) come again (now)
Feel it (right-now)
Show me just one thing to help me make the day stop moving (slowly)
Show me the only thing that'll make you stop controlling
(then you'll see how-now)

Feeling days with empty space
Wasting my time I've shown I've grown
The lies have caught up there's nothing left
To show
Where did we go wrong?
I never had a chance to know you
Where did we go?
I never had a chance at al
L to know you
Staring in the face of a broken dream
(stand em up stand em up)
Knocking down all my shame
To save my name
I'm tired of seeing and sick of being on a living lie

Walk that crooked line,
I see you try to beat the one step
Into the middle of the circle,

Try and try you ask me to answer,
All the time I gave you a reason,
(Why?)
You want me to show you,
(Why?)
Ask again,
Ask again,
(Then you'll see)

Why, I wanna feel the same as you,
(Ask again)
(Ask again)
(And I'll show you)
The circle's broken down,
(I don't care if you blame me)

What was I searching for?
In God I trusted to heal all the open sores
Seeing an open door but dying inside
Before I was even born
Unlearning seeing the clock stop turning
(My conscience breaks down)
See and believe it's me now it's never over
To see and believe it's me now it's never over
Now I'm holding
Tears of guilt from inside
Still I try to love
Wrong deceived and cursed out loud

Lookin out the window of pain
I see clearly now your face
Something so pure
Something I'm sure will be lost
I'm staring at the shadows in red
Sends me chills now
I see clearly everything except your face
I'm lonely scared to be lonely
Thought until death meant
My fears were safe within now they begin
To be lonely scared of the only
Thing I knew best so I thought I knew everything

(Step down) on the hand that keeps me down again
Will I drown again (will it ever end right now)
I feel so overwhelmed (somebody took it away)
Deafening silence breaks the walls I built around me
The guilt that feeds my soul is here surrounding
(I know now) that the man who holds me back again
Will go down again (will it ever end somehow)
This to shall pass and then (i know I'll get it back)

(Not one thought for us but did you really think)
Something was lost but could it be found again
(Bite the hand that fed you all these fucking years)
You lie to my face
(But what I really wanna know)
Is how do you sleep at (night)
Your still a fucking disgrace
(This won't) be the first time
(I ever) wrote a song
(Without) you but this will be
(The last time I ever write about you)
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I heard your heartbeat
And my body grew so still
I looked into your mothers eyes
And I knew you were alive
I long to meet you
And show you all I know
Hand in hand with this new love
This life means so much more
I know now what I hear
It's a new love that I feel
It's you that blessed us with this life
That we've waited for so long
Your life has changed me
I'm not the man I was before

Things you've done have set you back in time,
I think about the way we lived our life was it yours or mine?
Why can't you tell me?
(I can)
I had a feeling
(You'd crawl on your knees)
To punish me,

It's hard to keep you by my side,
Haunted by the vision,
Too ugly
For one day,
Go live your life,

Sick of all the ways I try to change
To keep the promises we made all over again
Can't you see?