14 Shades Of Grey lyrics

Live in my head for just one day
I see myself and look away
The road is showing now on my face
Soon Ill disappear with,
I'll disappear without a fucking trace

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Faces that Ive seen turn old and grey
Ive lost too many friends along the way
Memories I never thought would fade
They fade and blow away

I wish that I could disappear
Unzip my skin and leave it here
So I could be no one again

Well I don't know what to say
Because there's truth to what you say
I know it kills you Im this way
There's something different every day

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Could It Be that
I never had the chance to grow inside?
Could It Be that
My habit is to find a place to hide
Could It Be that
Sometimes I say things just to disagree?
Could It Be that
Im only being me?

Not easy living in my mind

Whats happened to you?
It's obvious you've changed
Something deep inside you
Is probably to blame
Must be lonely up there
With your head all in the clouds
Even though you got there
What does your conscience tell you now?

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It's never the same on the way down
How does it feel when your feet finally hit the ground?
When all of your bridges aren't around

Well I just had to let you know
Cause I don't always let it show
You give me needed room to grow
And I just had to tell you so

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You fill me up
You're in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things you give away
Sometimes I take for granted

It's just like poetry inside
To hear you breathing by my side
Like Im in Heaven and Ive died
So glad you're with me for this ride

I know that it never goes away
All I feel, everything Im not today
So I try and I try to make everything right
I don't feel like Im doing it, it affects me

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You wouldn't listen even if I told you
Who the fuck am I to say?
You're too busy with the lies they sold you
Another cure to fix your day
Open wide for all the shit they feed you
While the TV defecates

If someone else showed you the way
Would you take the wheel and steer?
It hurts me that you're not ashamed
Of what you're doing here
If they jumped off a bridge
Would you meet them on the ground?
Or would you try to claim
That it never made a sound?

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Everyone plays the hand they're dealt
And learns to walk through life themselves
Not everything in life is handed on a plate

Thank you to the people in my life
For putting up with me
And thank you for the time you sacrificed
All on account of me

For all the times I didn't say
The times I didn't say
For all the times I didn't say
The times I didn't say

Fuck you to the jaded and the fake
Like to see what you would do
Fuck you and the judgments that you make
We're not all perfect just like you
Like you, like you

I heard today that you were gone
I had to stop and sing along
The song they played to say goodbye
A song that gave
Gave me back life

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You'll never fade
The words you gave
My life you saved
Your name was Layne

And on that day a child was born
To someone who you helped along
And helped see through his darkest times
Because of you, this child, she is mine

Chorus:
You'll never fade

The lights are on but you're not home
You've drifted off somewhere alone
Somewhere that's safe
No questions here
A quiet place
Where you hide from your fears

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Sometimes when you're out of rope
The way to climb back up's unclear
The walls you build around yourself
I guess they also keep you here
Are you afraid of what they think?
Whoever they happen to be

This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings Ive shared
And these are my dreams
That Id never lived before

Somebody shake me
Cause I,
I must be sleeping

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Now that we're here
It's so far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here,
It's so far away

Just try to understand
This isn't what I planned
This ride's out of my hands
So now Im forced to be
Something I can not be
If only I could make you see

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Tonight Im alive
Ive watched you all grow up and so have I
Inside this isn't really what I had in mind

I no longer relate
To this world of hate
That's forced upon my plate
I tend to disagree
I hope its not just me

You don't know what you've put me through
That's okay, Ive forgiven you
But in some way
Hope it fucks with you
Hope it fucks with you

That Im okay and Ive made it through
But who's to say what you're going through
Ill say no names, though Ive wanted to
Isn't it strange how it seems like

Yesterday
A boy and already afraid
Locked deep inside
My place to hide
To hide from how you made me feel

Well, I want you to notice
To notice when Im not around
I know that your eyes see straight through me
And speak to me without a sound

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And I want to hold you
Protect you from all of the things
I've already endured
And I want to show you
Show you all the things
That this life has in store for you
And Ill always love you
The way that a father
Should love his daughter