Start A War lyrics

My dirthouse
Watch it happen from the box
Mind wanders
Dirty, dirty word
My dirthouse
This is where it all comes down
Look into my eye
You feel my skin, its dirt

Drive me wild
Remember when you blew my mind?
Cut through me
Living in the dirt
These dogs are curled up in a little ball
These dogs are freezing their asses off

Go, go, go
Pick up the pieces
I wanna call this my home

This ones for the assholes
This ones for the freaks
This ones for the stupid fuckers
Trying to keep me incomplete

They cant take me outside
They cant take me down
They cant take my thoughts 'cause
I will smash their face into the ground

I want to fucking break it

Feel this anger building
Feel this blow your mind
Feel this break the silence
I cant keep my hate pent up inside

Living in the moment
Forgotten, and repeated
No I cannot be that one
No I cannot be beaten

I'm the, yeah, I'm the, yeah, I'm the, yeah, I'm the one

I dont want you
I dont need you
With closed eyes I see right through you
I was crawling, always falling
You don't know what I have lived through

No I am not a rich man
No I am not a bitch
I know you made one mistake
This is my life

Keep me around, waiting behind glass
In case you need, I'll be your piece of ass
Pretend to want me, string me along
Break glass if needed, you can make me crawl

'Cause you make me feel like a dog
You cant see my emotion
Is this for real?
I'm a man sinking deep

I was strung out for such a long, long time
Now i own myself, yes I am mine
No longer will I be your just in case

Time to take control (i control this)
its harder than you know (got to change this)
feel the muscle twitch (its electric)
when you let it go

Feeling primitive (in my dark room)
pounding in my head (creeping silence)
they will never know (all the secrets)
better left unsaid

Always the same and
i didnt know you were
takeing whats mine i
can see it show through
waiting to break me

In time I'll get this out of
Get this out of
Out of my mind
Where am I?
I cant see
I fear for my life
Fear of this fright

They haunt me
And they taunt me
Try to relax
Let it happen
My hopes turn to crystal matter
Watch them shimmer
As they shatter

Night terrors in my mind
Thoughts i cannot hide
Dreams that play on my cold fears
Night terrors in my head
Am I really dead?

Evil inside
leave death behind
into the night
otsego life (2x)

Holy shit, start to run
look out fuckers, here her comes
now he's back form the dead
here to start the shit again
dont try and get into his way
'cause you wont like the price you'll pay
party down, run away
you'll be dead either way

When he comes, give your drink
you'll get use to his rotting stink

I found a piece of
What I want to find
I got a taste of
Whats on the outside
I feel it pounding
I feel it bending
I feel it breaking
Breaking me inside

I got
Not yet
Smash my
Fucking fist
(My frustration)

My body, my mind, my soul and my life
So far, so near, so hard, so clear
My body, my mind, my sould and my life
Too far to go, too high, too low

Killing me inside

Wait every hour of every day
Played light, played hard
Had to go my way
I feel like death wearing a disguise
Cant catch my breath
From all this noise

I want
I'm fucking bored
Give me a new found sensation
Take it
Take all the pills
I'll try anything to get me off
Come on
Kicked in the ass
Why do you tell me I cant?
Fake it
I cant go on
Give me anything to set it off

My little girl
Where are you?
My fucked up world
Destroyed you
Day after day
Day after day
I get it now
I just go on without you
Twisted inside
Six miles high
I rehearse how to
Say good-bye to you

Skinnyman
Turned into a monster
I'm a motherfucker

Wrap it up tight
Emotions are distorted
Its no surprise
Nothing alive
All hope has been aborted
Day after day
Day after day

Sliding spinning
Turn around
Feel my heart pound
Motor screaming
Sliding down
Got to turn it around
Danger nowhere
By myself
I burn the thrill
Claw my way out
Right now
Got to try to get out

I'll start a war with it
I'll start a war with it
I'll start a war with this fucking emotion

I'll start my war
Against you
You're one of them
You call yourself
A victim

Confine me it's all that i see
Sickness keeps you following me
Keep it inside, all that is sharp
Hold it inside, all that is dark

Tear
I'll shut you up

Down, down, down
I'll destroy you
Kill or be killed
Down, down, down
You've become the enemy
Enemy

I thank you for making me feel
Make me feel like i want to kill
You show me you're evil inside
Now wont you just curl up and die