The End Begins lyrics

Im coming up for air so I can
Check myself again and I stand
Proven to the man that sheltered
Confidence we tend to shelf and
Unexpected hunger drives me
Just shut up and stand beside me
I don't need your understanding
I don't need to change a damn thing

[Chorus]
And though I'm used to have you here
It's doesnt change the man I was
When you found me
and there was no one else around me, yeah

Come on and get out
Is there something that you're feeling let out
Cause there's a price you'll pay and get out
Won't you get outta here?
Come on and be free
From your demons, lay on to me
So now I feel the pain that you feel
And it's not getting better

Cause I've been there before
A soul had came in for
What does life have in store
Before I lay
I lay

Stand up and leave

So here you are
Youre knocking at my door
With stabbing eyes
The color is the same but theres a change
The difference is between the little lies I told
To keep the peace
The love was still the same
Its better in life to lose a minute
Than to have to go through life
And really never get to live it
Your primrose path is just an illusion
Im sick of all your dirty lies
That caused this confusion

I've been in this town for years too long for me to see straight
Just writing poems and promises that someone slow to take in all away from me
Right now I'm livin' dreams that were dreamt by younger ones
And as it spins into a web I'm gettin' caught I'm barely able to see the sun

But to right the wrongs
I'll take the long way just to find her
Way to be gone away from this

Ohh you want to talk around them, talk about me, talk
about what this that and everything
Every way I been f***in you but you don't have a clue
How while you sit there pointin' fingers at, imagine
that, I'm the real vision of the person
that you want to be
It's never been you it's always been me

Isn't it funny? When every money's
What you're trippin' over, leaving a paper trail

Should I try and cut myself for you?
Do I have to let it bleed with no regard?
Tell me just exactly what to do?
Im afraid that I have gone too far.

Cuz I dont know just what youre feeling yet,
Cuz Ive been left out in the cold,
All I know is we both share regrets,
We havent done this yet,
There nothing here we cannot change.

I could never find myself without you,

Tell me if I'm good enough
Then tell me if you're strong enough
Tell me if I'm too late
To make up for my mistakes

I, have said this before but it
means so much more to me this
Time, has been on my side 'til now
I can't believe I let it get this bad

Don't you want something better?

And I'm goin' crazy
Losing you has faded me
You taken on another hand
Is changing everything I planned

I know what you think of me but I had to move on
I know I'm riding on my feet and the hating's gone
Well here I go down this path again
They say every road must come to an end
When the sun rises then falls into the dawn
Said everybody knows what's going on

All my blood has been forgotten
And all my tears have dried alone

Until the end begins
It seems that everything is comin' back again

I'm a victim of circumstance always willing to take a chance
A unique individual and my pain is residual

With theres duality to i say f*** this calamity
I'm aware of my sanity but inside I don't wanna be

I've got this world on my shoulders weighing down like a boulder
All these things that I'm questioning is the sum above everything

I've been waiting here for so long
Trying to find another place where I belong
Well what you want to be
But you could never see
Cause you're makin' mistakes you really take
And there's nothin' left for me

(On and on, on and on again)
I've been waiting all alone
(On and on, on and on again)
Try to find a place that's home
(On and on, on and on again)
I made out for you to see

No need to look around
There's no one here but you
So I scream without a sound
And hope that it gets through
Time is clamping down
It's getting hard to breathe
I can't imagine how to live my
life without you in it

Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me can you relate
You want something so bad and in time
It's too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard
Tell me if you think that it's true