Artwork lyrics

You felt the coldness in my eyes,
And/In something I'm not revealing.
Though you got used to my disguise,
You can't shake this awful feeling.

It's the me that I let you know,
Coz I never show,
I have my reasons.
I hate to say that I told you so,
But "I told you so".

There's blood on my hands,
Like the,
Blood in you.
Some things can't be treated,
So don't make me, don't make me,

Exercise the demon that is living up inside you
After all you think you've been through, just what have you been through?
Tried to get beside yourself, this tearing up your insides
If you end up on the wrong side, always standing so strong
Sharpen up your teeth, your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending, go on
Go ahead and prove me wrong

Open up my failure, and leave it, used to go insane
I felt you get excited when I whispered all the things you love to hate
Like; "you're the one who kills"
You killed me with the drugs, your weapon
Let's pretend there's nothing wrong with learn to listen

I'll be your, your loaded gun
Waiting to come undone
I'll see you ---
I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve

I haven't lost anything except my mind
[Except my mind]
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find
I tried to take of my head sometimes because I can't escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind
[Except my mind]

You could be empty, and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow, and I can be right here hollow with you

Cut yourself in conversation, cut the line to make me feel alive
'Cause you know I'm not alive
And leave me with your complications
Take your life, you feel like taking mine
Needing God, we stand in line
Not alone

Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye on my own
I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye

Trust you take the right to leave me

Last midnight, breathing in the dark
Same strange friend comes to visit
Never intend to open the door

You take it, you place it
You know I ---
You pushed ---
This time I'm gone all the way
Without you
There's nothing more I can say

So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe life didn't want this part of me
If it hurts to know, I'll never let you go
Sorry I lost my mind

Always safe to know, what is good for taking
Blood stains from your clothes
[It's the fire]
Like I said before
When I bite your tongue, I love your mouth, you'll know
[You'll know]

Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way?
Don't make me, don't make me

If you love it, then let it go
And how I thought you'll never know
Just don't blame me, don't blame me

[Background voice]
"We kill the faggots
We kill the lesbians
I said, God damnit, we kill 'em all!"

--- and bow our heads
Try simply standing up instead
Heard rumors of transparent plagues
And watch the doors in chase
These days we reach for so much more
--- where we can't go home
Alone we wait here underground
And miss the others waiting

So praise it, and if it makes you feel safe

I think of the worm that I've become
Left blind from the brightness of your halo
No one shines like you do
My filthy mouth and broken words
This small disease that leaves me crawling
Crawling to you

Crawl round the clock for cover
Stay close to the dark to keep from falling
From falling

Sold my life to bring the rain
Maybe to wash me clean
Sold my soul to stop the pain
Hoping you'd set me free

I could forget your name
I could forget your face forever
I could forget about the smile you always faked
The one you thought I thought could never

I could forget your lies
I could forget to hide for always
I could forget how desperately you tried
Finally to get you nowhere

I could forget how you have tried to get the best of me
You'll never forget that you've not forgot me

In my eyes, close and cheated it's no surprise
The lights have faded, I always walk away
You'll always hear me say; "I don't need this"

I've been given such a gift
Shame to take advantage of it
Wanted, wasting leaves you wanting more
Be careful what you're wishing for

Nothing that I can't hold on to with my broken hands
I'm not thinking that I should, anyway