Stigma lyrics

Most of our countdowns
I've seen the sun rise over my head
It's something called the Sea of Sad
To feel what's on the inside out

And if we had these visions
To find our state of mind
The beauty of this and all it holds
And all the feelings we find

Love your state of mind
And the beauty of this
Is in the feelings you find

Here with our close friends

(It's just a dream)

Your planes fly
I'll follow without asking why
Scared of bigger things
Thngs that pass me by

All my friends will follow
Happy always till tomorrow
For my weaknesses they mock me
Love me, cut me and rob me

Crazy head spins
I took it without asking where
I got it from
And at the time I didn't care

My whole head hollows
As my lost spirit follows

Bring out your death thoughts
Let's start again
Building to break
Natural to hate
You're tired of your reason to be

Part of something when I know it when I'm high
Part of nothing when I know it when I crack

And I could be your god
I could be your love
And I could be your dog
And I could be more

And I could be your
Tinker tailor soldier sailor rich man poor man male or female

I'm too honest when I'm scared
When I first looked in I was young and cared

These are the ways of getting through

I left my trust on the tail of youth
We were so unsure of the things we'd seen

These are the ways of getting through
These are the things I'd do for you
And ask me and ask me
I'll be there too

I never learned to ask what's fair
It's just the words we use take us there

(chorus)

Hushed up touched up
I see myself and all I've fucked up
I've been sold a million times
It's just as well
I can take three thousand times
Fine
They get at you inside you
You're always hiding inside you

Got far looked hard
I've seen myself and all I've messed up
I've been told a million times
It's just as well
I can see as the signs go by
Fine
To get at you inside you

I feel like a world gone crazed
At the thought of you
Your hot ways still chill
I'm closing in on you
Temptation never leaves me
But leaves me every once and a while
And it's you, it's you
That leaves me dry every time

And I only need to take it so far
Before all these tears leave their smears
And the thoughts of you disappear

It's you, it's you
That leaves me dry every time

Oh Mother
There's a hole in my side
And comfort is only a need of mine
And I get lonely
At any chance that I might get

Your arms can't hold what's going on inside
And you'll see just what you want me to be
And I'll be fine just as soon as I find

If the words I say
Throw and sway
I've seen myself mixed up
I've never had this much
Your heart always beats
You will always sleep

I met her on a midnight flight
From Mexico to San Delight
I saw her on a top floor bar
That glows flourescent from afar

She's real to me

I have a place for my feelings
Beneath purple colored ceilings
And when I wanted to be free
I says to her to leave me be

She left alone

And she think that tomorrow holds
Things she remembered from the past
Everything she wants

You had it hard, it's all that you knew
You made me know it, I've been there too
Working so hard, is life so much
Days that cut, nights out of touch

I need a sign to find my way
I need to touch, I need to pray
But I always turn away

I always fail, it's part of my life
Trying is murder, success no further
The grass gets greener and it all comes clear

(Beautiful exists, simply for its own sake)

I'm breathing with a sinking earth
Gasping for breath feeling hurt
Showing my rage as I turn the pages
Reading the words and between the spaces
Could it be, could it only be
The love we've lost was all we got
Tell me the earth turns for the worst
I'll tell your words are blind and cursed

I'm waiting for the world to change