All your twisted thoughts free-flow to
ever-lasting memories, show soul
Kiss the stars with me, and dread the wait
for stupid calls returning us to life
We say to those who are in love...it can't be true cause we're too young
I know that's true because so long I was so in love with you...so I thought

A year goes by, and I can't talk about it,

You try your hardest to perfect your explanations...
You lie until they've run out of questions

You can only move as fast as those in front of you
And if you assume just like them, what good will it do?
So find out for yourself, so your ignorance will stop bleeding through.

Only one thing
big enough to fill the void that's inside of you

Here I stand
Empty hands
Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings
There you stood
Holding me
Waiting for me to notice you
But who are you?

You are the truth
Out-screaming the lie
You are the truth
Saving my life

The warmth of
Your embrace
Melts my frostbitten spirit
You speak the truth and I hear it
The words are
"I love you."

I'm sorry.
I don't mean to remember.
It's true that I dream less often.
I'm not ashamed of that long December...
Your hand's coming down again.
I close my eyes and brace myself.
I only noticed your face.
No matter what you're gonna build my shell, and leave the salty taste.
I'm falling.
I'm shedding my skin; but it's not time I'm told.

sometimes it seems too quiet into paralyzing silence,
like the moon is dark, meant to make me strong,
familiar breath of my old lies
taste the color of my eyes
soon you will perferate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

sorrow lives
on this night
i take this peace of you
and hope for all eternity
for just one second i felt whole
as you flew right threw me

I will say yes...
The question asked in order to save her life or take it
The answer no avoided death, the answer yes would make it

"Do you believe in God?" written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
"Do you believe in God?" written on the bullet
And Cassie pulls the trigger

All heads are bowed in silence to remember her last sentence

Telling Layla stories spoken,
About how all her bones are broken
Hammers fall on all the pieces,
Two months in macabre creases.

Here she stands today,
In her brilliant shiny world...

Fully alive,
More than most ready to smile,
(A love life?)
Fully alive,
More than most ready to smile,
(A love life?)

Feel my complaint shrink to nothing,

Thank you for being such a friend to me
Oh I pray a friend for life,
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me?
Oh you're everything to me
Thinking all the time how to tell you what I feel,
Contemplating phrases....I'm gazing at eternity,
I am floating in serenity...

And I am so lost for words
And I am so overwhelmed

Please don't leave just yet
Can you stay a moment please

Amy says she's all alone,
Says the world doesn't even know
About the pain she hides inside
Says happiness is just a lie
Smell the roses throw them down
Just whisper, don't make a sound
Don't want the world to know the truth
You've been broken and abused...by you

Amy says
"I see you laughing at the rain that hits your face
With your arms stretched open soaking in the love

Tiny heart
Stuck inside yourself
When will you open up for me
I love you so
And want to meet you again
Before one of us must go

Your lips touched every hand but mine
In their shadows you slept fine
When will you get back to me
So we can rest

Tiny heart
You're not by yourself
When will you recognize the beat
Of my own heart
Making your blood flow

her headaches are constant increasing in pain
each passing day
she cant even manage to stand on her own its gotten so bad

you think in saying theres no use in praying
but still she bows her head
so she can say
thank you for just one more day

supernatual patience
graces her face
and her voice never raises
all because, of a love, never let go of

I know, the days will come and go,
But baby I’ll grow old, but I will die.
For now, is it worth it to be sad, if it’s harder to be glad to be alive?
For the trouble I have caused
I wonder,
Where do I belong?

Is it here?

Believe in dreams you love so much,
Let the passion of your hearts make them real-
And tell all the ones you love,

You can not fully live without
Knowing what you're here for right now

You're not here by accident
Life lives

If you don't know the way and you're lost
This truth will bridge the gap and carry you across

So many wasted days
Come and go like ocean waves
it hits me like a freight train
And now I can't get off my face

How could I have been so polite to simply let them die
Who am I to spread my fingers after God has filled my hands
Watching the moments slip through like desert sand

Respect her ignorance
Just in case she takes offense
the darkness that's killing her

I feel your arms crawling over me
As though i am something more than me
But i dont have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way

Ill show you what he did
But I wont take the credit
Its not mine anyway
I just held a pen that day

And i dont deserve this
Its too late now
Its not something for which i can take the blame

And i dont deserve this