Beautiful Tragedy lyrics

I've been driving through these nights
This road reminding me of all I am
As time drags on, these windows fade
Reality starts slipping from my mind
All I know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side
Can this be real, can this be fate

Just say you'll be there for me
Please say that you'll be there
Just say that you'll be my side
When the storm subsides

Black birds swarming
Letting me know I am saved
Shadows dancing
Freeing me from yesterdays

Will I be saved, these voices are killing me
Will I make it through the brink of sanity

I know the skies will save me
I know

As we go in circles
I am fading now
As we go in circles

Halo's glowing, showing me where I can turn
Angels falling, somehow I know I am loved

You're my star, guiding me
I know love

Whispers of a life, in one breath you'd be
Everything I am, you saved me

You're the light, in my darest hour
I'll be fine, with you I can move on
This is our eternity

There are no words, to say how proud I am
You're my miracle, my angel

You're the light, in my darest hour
I'll be fine, with you I can move on
This is our eternity

You don't know the torture
You don't know the pain
Loving what you can't have
Is drive me insane
I'm dangerous, I pull away
You're dangerous, so keep your distance
Still you run through my veins
And there's nothing I can do

I'll be waiting, waiting for you
Meet me in the, in the next life

I still can hear you screaming
I still can see your eyes
Believing in your love for me

As I lie in this moment
Frozen since that day
I've been drowning in questions
Over and over again

Your legacy lives on
And you are by our side
Right here with me
The time has come for you to fly
Now that you're free
You will always live in me

I know you saw their faces
And how they lined up for you
We know that you were looking down on us
As the sky filled with reds

Pull these scars off my eyes
Lost from the world
A child searching for her dad

You left me there alone
With hime to rape my world
And I lived through the years a girl
Pleading why

In my dreams last night I saw your face
You held me and washed away my tears
Then I woke to realize you're gone
I'm drowning in solitude again

I thank God for my mother's love

Silent night, let me sleep away these memories within
sacrifices of purity are turning into sins
And this judgement day is growing near
And this cofession is killing me again

This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny

So now you lay yourself down in this grave with shattered eyes
Beautiful melodies to try and wash away the lies

Prayers

Breathing in and breathing out
My head leaned back my hands are tied
Im standing here alone I scream
Questions why
Days slip by and nights I taste
These memories pump through my veins
Injecting me with one last kiss
Screaming why

This medication, cant save me
This suffocation, takes hold of me
I wanted to believe in all of this
I wanted to believe in you