Willing To Wait lyrics

If there's anything left you will need it now
So reach deep inside yourself
And show them all how
You can survive
And you knew it wasn't gonna be easy
So ease your hand
And take a long drive to unwind
The Cracker Jack Kid
You've got to search for the prize
And always remember
I. me. mine
And you the youngest
Fullest of heart
Yeah you the restless
You could never go to bed

Well after last night
I feel more vulnerable
Than I've every been
Can't you see that I'm letting you in
I don't know
How much longer I can resist
I don't know
When I'm gonna start breaking
This morning
She called again
She calls every time I start to think you are mine
So if you think that I am lost
And do not have a home
Well guess again
And remember where I've been
Oh, yes I think

You are full of time
Sixty ticks are on my side
And when I am pissed
You know I resign
This fury
These rock I spit
I want out now
I want out of all of this
Out of all of this
Falling on fists
I'm stepping in time
And I'm taking the garbage
Out of my mind
Falling on fists
Stepping in time
And I'm coming up from behind
N' your teeth are weak
N' your fingers are fat

Didn't anyone teach you
How to shoot a gun
And if you keep your eyes that way
They'll never come undone
So look both ways
Before you cross your heart
And hope to die
For your sins
Go to hell
And never come back again
I've gotta go now...
Mmm mmm mmm ...
Freedom of speech is fine
As long as you don't cross the line
So don't move next door
Don't pick up any whores

Stop me from feeling
Stop me from feeling
Stop me from feeling the fear
Of falling in love
Take me from this place
From this awful space and shake me
I want you to shake me
'Til I'm done
I am done
Falling in love
Yeah falling in line
I am waiting on the staircase
Waiting for my time
Waiting for my time
I am done
What I need is completeness
What I need is neatness

I am not smooth
I am not soft
I am not angry or mean
I'm just a little shut off
Shut off like the answer no
Or like the way water never holds
I want to be
Better than I am
Oh yes I want to need
Nothing but your hands
'Cause mine are so weak
My body it wants to move in
It wants to move in
And your ankles are so strong
I have seen you kick when you swim
You kick when you swim
This time I know

Well I'm searching for somethin'
That I can't reach
So I whisper your name
In my sleep
N' time it isn't giving me
The space that I need
But you know at this pace
I don't think
I can
Pull into the lead
Forgiving myself is too simple too hard
There's got to be another way
To stop this car
But you know
Somehow we get there
Through the blind night

I'm thinking that you got some sort of hold on me
It's making me crazy
Making me crazy
N' I know my life it is sort of out of control
But you know my mind goes faster
Than any car on the road
'Cause I thought love was hard
So I tried with all my might
'N I thought love lasted
So I always stayed the night
Now I'm in your chair
And you are talking to me
I can see your lips moving

Without you
I would never be scared
Without you
I would never dare
Go give in
To sin
To try and tell you why
I am the way I am
You blindfold me
Yeah you scold me
You teach me how to pretend
Yeah you teach me how to bend
Time flies
Just like you and I
And you are on your knees again
Praying to something
That I can't see
But somehow
You make me believe
Lights close

I've got coffee on the table
Yeah the coffee table
And the first smoke of the day
And I am thinking that maybe
I'll think of something good to say
But my mind is traveling
Farther and farther away
'Cause the trouble in my head
Is getting closer and closer to my legs
I've got to walk it out
And the trouble with my heart
Is that I can't take it out
And the trouble with myself

I never asked for answer
Only a fair shot
At what I thought was expected
From the heart
Yeah you told me you had one
Do you remember that
And you told me that I was worth it
Was it easy to forget that
'Cause I don't forget anything
'N it scares me half to death
I remember the color of the doorknob
That you used
Baby when you left
When you left
You left me half full

Well if I
Had it all
All my life again
Yes if I had it all
And if we
Could slow it down
Wind it down
'N look at everything that we screwed up
Look at everything we messed up
Yeah
Willing to wait
I will survive
I will love every minute of my life
I will not concede
Look at you
So proud
But you lie
So I will sit here and wait
Until all your fantasies fall behind
Look at you