Apathetic lyrics

I think you know what I'm getting at
i find it so upsetting that
The memories that you select
You keep the bad but the good ones you forget

And even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
When you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happend

And all this time I never thought
That all we had would be all for not

No, I don't hate you

I was thinking, over thinking
Cause theres just many scenarios
To analyze, look in my eyes
Cause your my dream please come true
I was thinking, over thinking
About exactly how i'm not exactly him
I'll break my heart in two
More times than you could ever do
Cause your my dream please come true

Cause i think way too much
On a one track mind
And your so out of touch

I’ve given up on giving up slowly
I’m blending in so you won’t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate

And this one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house