Last night I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on
I wanna be that magazine
That she bases life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She's got nothing to say
She's got bills to pay
She's got no one to hate
Except for me

Last night I saw that beauty queen
She's getting high on Revlon

Lonely in this white room, there are pads everywhere
Chafing straitjacket, I won’t die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don’t care if I’m lost
Don’t tell me that you’re all better
I don’t care if you are Don’t tell me that you’re trendsetters
I don’t care if you are

It seems like every day's the same
and I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there's no color to behold
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone's gonna be fine

I never seem to find a reason
to let you in again, or forgive you
I'm sick of feeling like I need you
knowing I never did, but I miss you

Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said
Taking and breaking and hating
my memories are all stained again

Let me get inside your head
Let me show you I'm prepared
Let me stick my needles in
And let me hurt you again

Do you think I'm faking
when I'm lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I'm faking now?

Do you know I'm faking
when I'm lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do? Must be something on your mind
something lost for me to find

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
In time you will
Find it. Maim it. Thrill it and shame it
In time you will
Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it.
In time you will
Find me. Maim me. Thrill me and shame me.
In time you will

Steal my pride
Leave me blind
Steal my pride

And my words will be here when I’m gone
As I’m fading away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on
As I’m failing again now, never to change this

And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam

And it seems I’m alone here, hollow again
As I’m flailing again against the wind

You make me feel like I'm a whore
Like I'm the one who's there to bore you now
It's always gonna be this way
Get the fuck away

‘Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

You always wanna steal the light

I wanna be there when you call
I wanna catch you when you fall
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe

Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh
Today’s the day we’ll find our way grown
Today’s the day we’ll fade away

I wanna be there when you cry

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends?
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends?
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore? Could it be that we don't have what it takes?
(Yeah)

Have you ever wished for fire to burn away your mind restraints?
Haven't you been for hire or suffered those cheap complaints?

I guess I like it when we play
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(The way you drag me down)
cuz I can’t face myself in a mirror
(I’m left alone with all my pain)
and i disgrace myself in a mirror
(im left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away

Out of my way
Out of my, way

[Pre-Chorus]
I can’t pass up
this opportunity to make myself absurd,
I can’t pass up this opportunity to
make myself be heard.
Would you, like to, be the one who sees me lose this
all,
Would you, like to, be the one who sees me
fall.

[Chorus]
Nobody’s gonna stand in my way
Give it up

so i said this once before

never gona give you away

no not again

cause ive wasted all ive known

to watch it fade and slip away
now from my hands

what i have i have in mind

and i think about you all the time

im feeling miles away

you think ive got it made

i dont belong here

im feeling like a candle

burning apple fields

i dont belong here

now i hide myself away