Leave A Whisper lyrics

Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders
Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders
On my shoulders
All alone I pierce the chain
And all in all the sting remains
And dieing eyes consume me now
The voice inside screams out loud

I am focused on what I am after
The key to the next open chapter

Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky

Send away for a priceless gift

One not subtle, one not on the list

Send away for a perfect world

One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told

You keep these feelings, no one knows

What ever happened to the young man's heart

Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,

Swimming through the ashes of another life

Don't use a weakness

Don't change the subject,

Don't ask the questions if you fear the answer

You look distorted
Lets make you clearer

Lets flip the switch and use the smoke and mirrors

Re-invent yourself today

Re-invent your world today

Crying out for the last time

Clear a space for the warning signs

Crying out for the last time

I feel like there is no need for conversation
Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider, my hesitation
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

I wonder if the things I did were just to be different

Well Mama told me when I was young

Said sit beside me, my only son

And listen closely to what I say.

And if you do this

It will help you some sunny day.

oh Take your time... Don't live too fast,

Troubles will come and they will pass.

You'll find a woman and you'll find love,

And don't forget that there is a someone,

up above.

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Turn on the lights, paint me a tapestry

Go start a fire, get close to the gasoline

I followed you to the deep end

I was helpless but still you pulled me in
Now I'm caught in the tide

Lost in the eyes of envy

For whom it concerns

Some never learn

She lacerated me, exposing me piece by piece

She saw a weakness in me, and used it against me

She lacerated me

This day could be the worst one yet

I just won't relax I can't catch my breath

Because I'm sick and tired of you'll be fine

Well how do you know, can you read minds

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So take while you can so you can meet demands

My insanity is what you thrive on

So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end

We were never friends

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I lie here alone and wonder why

That I come alive, just before I half to hide.

[Pre Chorus]
Because I believe I'm losing my nerve

But could I ever do better than this

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Because all I ever wanted was a place to call my home

To shelter me when I am there and to miss me when I'm gone

All I ever wanted was a place to call my own

Some of the ugliest things took the longest time to make
And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break
And I'm not asking for value nor the pain but I am asking
For a way out of this lie
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Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me
And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories

Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is

Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind
I caught a glimpse, but the reflection's only mine
It's almost like I'm paralyzed and locked outside myself
What I don't need is to concede because I won't be someone else
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
And if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry

How about a better version of, the way that I am

It's cold outside I'm sensing fear
My self control has disappeared
I'm spinning out at each end
Could you be kind and let me in
Despite the writing on the wall
My future's bleak and rather small
That's all you could ever take from me
I've got nothing to lose so let me be

Well I sized you up your not that strong
You're weak inside I knew all along

Should I offer up my hand
And save a wish for once
For all of us
And should I offer up my hand
And lay the guilt on myself
So it's easier , to not stay, to not stay
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Because I found you in your corner
I pulled you out of the clouds
You left in such a hurry
Your face got lost in the crowd

Should I open up my eye's or just ignore who you are
And what you could have been

Where's that space of fear you hide?
Have you gone way beyond the center
Out there in space
I know you need to get even
Tell me the one about the hand that holds you down
Because the bruise on your face, it always seems to stay around
And tell me the one about the hand that holds you down
Because you seem to be lost, with no intention to be found

So how does it feel
And how does it feel