introverted boy

you are not interesting boy

you think you're intellectual

but no one's talking to you now.

i might be an introvert

to you, a shallow fashionista

deep as any paper plane

dressed just like the girl beside you

how could i forget

a waste of cloth

of course, i do remember

on the back deck drunk and awkward

i think we accidently met

I disappear,

I lost control,

My body's moving,

On it's own.
I watch myself,

Walk away,

A poor spirit,

took my place.

And he's there,

Inside the door,

So my exits is riding my pulse.

Burst of black,

Breath of smoke.

I disappear,

I lost control.

I,

I disappear(x3)

I disappear,

I lost control,

My body's moving,

On it's own.

I watch myself,

The news has got me paranoid,

Papers and the news reports,

Casualties of everyone,

Anchor people beat the score.
The weapon is now chemicals,

More then any of them,

Circulating envelopes,

With powder through the postal route.

Threat of the diseases,

And we don't give two thoughts about it,

Here, it took forever 'til it stopped,

Mandatory needle shots.

i've seen you a while now

long enough to be close

there's some things about you

that i should know

(i still don't)
with all the questions we didn't ask

our conversations could never last

our moments alone were scarce and few

it was just easier to hide the truth

if all of our secrets were exposed

would we be sharing the same bed

how 'bout if i broke the silence first

In the beginning there was semen,

In a deep mound of flesh,

And a crest that traveled,

On a wave of their own mess.

Through a tunnel of mucus,

And onto a vault,

With tourists and traffic,

I just paced myself.

Not I as my whole self,

Just the half that I had,

Before greeting the rest,

Of my better half.

A connection was made,

Through the shared love of science,