The Secret Life Of lyrics

Verse 1:
O no don’t go changing, that what you told me from the start,
Thought you where something different, that when it all just fell apart,
Like you’re so perfect, and I can’t measure up,
Well im not perfect, just all messed up

Chorus:
I was loosing myself to somebody else, but now I see
I don’t wanna pretend so this is the end of you n me

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Cuz you leave me speechless when you talk to me

Here we are so what you gonna do?
Do I gotta spell it out for you?
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don't really care

Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just don't really care

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do

She asked if you could stay
did ya think about me when
you almost turned away
did you think about me when
you picked up the phone
should have let it just ringing
And made it seem like everything
was the same as it had always been

Did ya think about me being half awake and crying,
Lying on the floor and waiting for the break of day
Didn't think about tearing me apart,

Saturdays, will never be, the same
Its even hard, mentioning, your name
Lookin back, i dunno what, went wrong
But suddenly, its like i dont, belong

CHORUS: So how long, must i wait?
And how long, must i stay?
Please let me know, how to live.
Coz i dont ever wanna feel this way
Again.

Nuthin seems, to matter, anymore
Why cant it be, just like it was, before?